The Guy named, Domi

Went MV dis morning, tot it was a job-interview, bt act a "business"-intro..

Did a short gai gai afta tht... n i saw dis guy, Domi (2 Mist,Purple : he is tht in the musical lor, if u guys stil rmbr).. He is in the Keihl stall on the middle street, white shirt at the cashier. He is still tall (if nt, shorter mer), bt a diff hairstyle.
He has his style, an ex-designer ma..
I was too coward 2 even go forward n say "Hi" 2 him.. Ishh.. Wat's wrong.. Hallo, kitty (kitty is his way of calling me), he was d guy u spent 1 week happily with.. Hallo....
Kitty, u look good 2dy, n a plus wit makeup n short skirt.. so, what's wrong wit u.. Awwwww...

Afta my lunch in TSH (The Spaghetti House, d previous Yoshiinoya place.. Sauce is enuf bt taste may nt b gud 4 those hu hv heavy taste..), i went bek d same place.. He wasnt thr. Neither in Keihl's shop. ........ So, i din gt2 double confirm izit him.. .........

"Kitty n Domi" 's story can be found in my old blog which is the blog in friendster. U can trace bek my 1st post here to see them.. ..
V both nvr in2 bf-gf relationship..
Neither i can say v both in love la, actually.. Bt d 1 week, is a memory.. i shall keep it, nicely..

Sorry domi, i act lost ur msn n ph no.... d onli way 2 cntct u is thru friendster.. ..

满清和 华夏民族

何谓华夏民族，何谓炎黄子孙？
如果说是，原自中原的民族，那恐怕绝大部分华人非炎黄子孙了， 最初的中原， 是河南省的一带， 随着少数民族的征服和融合，而日渐强大。经历了一个又一个王朝，而使成了中国（台湾是另一个故事啦~）。
那满人，是华夏民族吗？如不是，那又是为何呢？ 考古学界认为满人原自当今黑龙江省宁安市镜泊湖南端的莺歌岭。 满人是古时的“少数民族”。 或，我这么形容好了： 马来西亚是中原，满人是泰国人。 满人攻入中原（假设泰国人攻击马人，并占领我国领土），那当然中原就是满人的领土（所以，按照假设，马来西亚没了，只有泰国），那如果华夏民族乃中原民族，那，满人岂不也是华夏民族？（那，按照假设，马来西亚人成了泰国的某个民族，统称泰国人）。
或许我们说满人乃是入侵者，那，当初南下而征服中原的北方少数民族岂不是入侵者？而，他们在婚姻及风俗的融合下而有了的后代-现在的华人，岂不也是入侵者？

有人说满人强逼汉人学习他们的风俗。这，大概，是无可否认，也有些不当。然而，如您是统治者，难道您要您的人，去接受一个全然不同的文化，还是，让他们学习您的文化？
满族先民是游猎民族，为适应长 期游猎跋涉的生活，满族男子选择了辫发。额前部头发剃光以避免遮挡视线，利于射箭或格斗。后部头发是梳成发辫，以适 应骑马颠簸。发型及服饰，有别于汉人。

满人毁灭了一切与“明”有关的东西，确实有些过分。然而，如您是统治者，您不怕有人造反吗？特别是，你（外来人）在他人的地方……
满人在清朝的却是为贵人，却不乏有钱和受皇帝重用的汉人。他们是汉奸吗？
满清有3 大出名皇帝 ：康熙，雍正，乾隆。 他们是史上最勤劳的皇帝，勤于听政，建立机制。难道就不如不上朝，不理民生的皇帝吗？因为某学长，曾说过清朝皇帝没用，所以，我一再的想，我不明，也等着学长的答复…
满清把武器给埋了。这是愚蠢的。只是，当国泰民安时，也无用武之地啊……
满清期间，他们有建兵厂，造兵器，甚自派人去德国考察，只是，失败了（造出的武器过重）……………
巅峰后必有下垂……


小女的历史肤浅，因历史版本不同，以至多处未能悟。 故，多请悟者指教。 小女愿接受更正……

ChowKit, a place in KL

Afta the interview, i went ChowKit (arnd Jalan TAR). It wasnt in my planning actually, I jz planed2 pay Petaling Street a visit afta interview. Bt when i was in Monorail on my way 2 Wisma Genting, i saw tht ChowKit was 2 stationed bhind of Raja Chulan (Frm the direction of KL Sentral to Titiwangsa), so i change my mind. Coz wanted2 buy the non-wooven fabric since sometime ago.

My mom brought some non-wooven-fabric DIY book frm China afta parents' trip 2 GuiLin-FuJian-ShenZhen last month. n the puppets are cute. Hehe.. Bt i hv no skills. I useda normal cloth 2 make an elephany, end up, i gv up. The stiches were ugly, i cut thrm off and redo, ugly, cut n redo, ugly, cut n redo.... den i surrender, n ends up made a tiny round little stuffs wit 2 eyes n a mouth.. =.="

Back 2 ChowKit...... Honestly, i dunno whr the shop is located.. i jz try my luck thr. I was act on the right road. Bt i cant find the landmark, which is a PanMee stall, n ended up walk along the whole street. I was too stubborn (n thx2 tht), i back to my starting point in the road, n i noticed a PanMee Stall wit no name (erm, is act, i cant find the name) ... So i wonder if it is the shop. wit a mind of "Jz gv it a try", i went in n asked. Oh Yeah, i gt it..... HEHE......

Later i hv my lunch at the PanMee Stall. It was nice n delicious (no wonder ppl in forum has made it a landmark 2 gt 2 d shop i visited) ... The PanMee wasnt lik the usual PPanMee v hv outside. It is smooth(licin), thou the shape is like mee, bt not too long and irregular broadness (handmade i thk). The sauce are nice too, cukup sour n hot (i like it).. The funny part is tht they gave me 1 吉子 (limao kecil).. I act dunno hw2 use it 4 the mee. Den ltr thr cum a man at the table in front of mine. He squeezed the juice into the limao.................................................. So, i followed.... Hehe~~
Is me being the frog under well, or ??

ChowKit is a vry "Zhap" place. There are alot of wholesale thr, which is more than Petaling Street(i thk). Wholesale for bags n accessories n watches..... The reason i say it is Zhap, cz i saw a lot kind of ppl thr in my short time thr 2day.

Eng-Talking and Well- Groomed man, Pretty young gal wit BMW, rich-and well educated women, poor guy who look lik living on Drugs, 流浪汉，longHair weird man (a few ler), old people, look-bad guy, pendatang asing，a few tourists (bt i thk the place will give a bad image 2 tourist), photographer(yea, i saw a young gal tking photos in the are wit pro camera, she dont look lik a tourist) etc etc...
U will meet the vry poor and the some rich ones in tht area..
The area, frankly, is even worse den Petaling Street..
The shops are old i thk, some look lik even far more older than me.. the place is dirty, n i guess there is alot of mice running here n thr during night, Yucks..... Reli Zhap.. Not recommended for a girl 2 go thr by herself (bt i m a weird one) , and, hv2 b xtra alert n careful in the area..

The place i went is famous for Prostitute during the nights ~~~~~~~
The photo at the right was take frm sum1 named Terossa from His on9 album. The photo was taken in ChowKit...


Tht is ChowKit area (Jln TAR), in KL..... 秋吉街~~

Suspending Job of Dec 2009

Went 2 an interview dis morning...
Oooohhh, quite gud pay. bt sth keep me suspending frm working whole period for the promoter job i was interviewed in the morning. If i work for the whole projek, i will b getting nt too lilttle (yet nt vry much) money, which included an incentive which is counted by "per day".. Thou without the incentives, the pay is edi quite nt bad, 4 d job title..

The "Maxis Event" of 7 days in Crowne Plaza is the "little notty" . Bcz of it, i let the whole week free of job, and cant join wholely 4 d job i ngam ngam (just) mentioned above..
Aiyoyoyo...

Even the maxis job, if i get, i will b getting a lil bit less pay den d other, per day. Also due2 tht i cant serve d whole period of it. I am having my JLPT (Japanese Language Proficiency Test) on the 1st day of working (6th Dec).
The employer is kind enuf 2 gt a replacement 4 me on tht day.... She had told me tht, n cal me up 2 mk sure tht i can work afta she gt me tht replacement.. BUT, she hasnt confirmed me regarding the job (which she say she will confirmed us ltr, if been selected), neither WoonMei nor Edison. Aiyooooooo . I wonder if i will gt d job.

In a dilemma.

Of course, getting it will b a gud 1, cz i thk the job will be quite fun.
On the other hand, if i fail2 get it, i can work full 4 d 1st job mentioned in this post, which will end in Jan.. Then, i wont b jobless till at least mid of jan. I am 80% confident tht i will b chosen if i can work fully, due to tht i can work in a "far" location which is Putrajaya, n tht i hv been working as promoter lately...

Oh ya, did i mention wat is the "maxis event" job ?
According2 the interviewer (emplayer), this is an event by Maxis, whereby a lot (arnd 200) children frm ASEAN country are joining. It is event crew job, truely crew job, which v nid2 co-ordinate, carry stuffs, arrange the stuffs, guiding the children n their "teachers" (v r nt the teachers ~) etc etc... V will b staying in Crowne plaza, it is a hotel (goggle tell me tht it is bside wisma genting, in Jln Raja Chulan. Yes it is. Goggle din lie2 me this tm. Cz i went Wisma genting 4 interview dis morning) .
The onli bad thg may b tht v might nid2 stay late, wake up early den the kids and rest later than them.
In my mind, this job is sth of part of the organizer..
U gt2 b lik organizer, gt2 mix arnd children ( i like to SEE cute children. Bt the no cute, oh no..... Children are none of my favour)..
So i thk it is fun, thou the pay wasnt high............

"Suitable" Job, pls cum to me ~~~~~~~~

Travel Planning stuffs

Since i m in holiday, n still hvnt gt any PT job yet, am doin research for nxt yr HK trip in these few days.
It makes me hope tht d day come fast fast. Yahoooooooooo ........

HK trip, v hv 3 ppl here (KheeTong, WoonMei, me). v will b goin on year 2010 July.
Gt our zero fare AA flight ticket boooked, thou is arrived at GuangZhou n bek frm ShenZhen..
Save money, save money, save money.... Whahahahhaa~~ Looking 4ward 4 the day.
In fact, i have been looking 4ward so much 4 a foreign country trip, since my parents travel here n thr frequently......
Too bad tht, v were unable 2 gt zero fare flight ticket 4 d planned bali trip wit SiewLee n the gang of 10 ppl (Ooops, is 11 ppl, 4gt d last minute added ChinGuan).. Witing 4 d nxt round promotion of free admin fees / cheap flight rate :p

I was doin research on HK , when came across info of working-travel in cari forum.
Oh, i used2 thk of joining these kind of programme, till d idea was abondoned....
Nw, tht idea come in2 my mind again..... Oh, shud i go UK or NZ...
Hv a fren in NZ, he hv immigrated 2 NZ few months ago. Bt v onli hv few days of working 2gether, 1 sing-k, 1 dinner, 1 lagoon trip..

Bt the working-travel will takes me 4 at least 6 month away frm my home, n thr is onli myself thr. Cz nvr heard any frens hu wanted 2 b 流浪 in a foreign country so long, summore is Working+travel d ler.....

If i go NZ, perhaps, i can tk a visitor visa for 3 months, den apply for SSE which enable me 2 work in Agriculture n Horiculture sector, den b4 SSE ends, apply working Holiday visa of 6 months, n its xtension....
Bt afta my HK Trip, it is arnd August.. Ppl dun recommend 2 go NZ at this tm, if is working purpose, cz it's bit hard 2 gt job.
Oh, tht means, i may nid2 work , mayb gt a 6 month contract work, den onli i can go.... OoOoOoO .....
Anyway, NZ nt in my favour, honestly. D purpose of me goin arnd the places r 2 gt ideas 2 fulfill my dreams. NZ has nice scenery , thou .........

NVM, v will c hw thgs work out then, do sum research den onli conclude bah,
my dear Catherine.....

July-Sept : Daily Life

Was moving out of Uni Hostel, staying in a shoplots nearby.

D rental is nt th xpensv, n i gt my own bathroom, i can cook, n thr is fridge 2 store my youghurt.. :)

Pic on right is me hving dinner in 7-wonders, Kajang on my 1st day moving in my new room.

Jcard Member day in Jusco, MidValley.
Dinner in Manhanttan Fish Market.

Yuen Stemboat wit coursemates.

D guy is my coursemate hu sleeps a lot, even in Yuen..

A gathering With XiaoChen, who was in holiday
We were in Itallianes, TheGardens.

A dinner wit JCI arranged by YB Wee. The top exco of PAP15 and PAP16.

It was in a restaurant in TheMines "August Flower"

May-Nov 桃花篇

Thr r 2 of 桃花 experience in this period.

1st story, i thk most of my Darlingss noe..
He is a guy (of course he is), of 3 years younger (n tot i m even younger den him)... i noe thr is dis guy, cz he shud b my partner at 1st, bt it was changed ltr.
He is my "future competitors", graduate frm Country other den Msia..
He gt my ph no in a Karakoke... I was in a weird feeling when he talk dis n tht wit me, den finally b4 goin bek, he gt my no. ok....

V went out once 4 a dinner.. He wanted2 fetch me thr, of course i no no.. den he wan treat me 4 d dinner. n of course a no no again. Hey, i m earning more den u, n u r younger den me, ok... finally, i went myself, n wit a AA dinner...

It was H1N1 getting serious time, when he ask4 2nd outing.
I agree on d 2nd outing, due2 tht, i thk i shudnt hurt a young man's heart ... Perhaps, n who noes, mayb it is d 1st tm he bcum so brave .. i was too good, i thk...
V were deal on a particular date, bt i rejected him a few days b4 due2 tht he says he was in-touched wit ppl suspected2 b H1N1 patient.. n d outing was suspended.......
on d 2nd outing, he act ask me out4 dinner, or sth lik tht (which i dun rmbr nw) , bt i suggest2 change it 2 a movie afta sum fren's advise. n it was a wrong change. I gv him a hope (dis is wat an xperiences guy told)...... n no wonder he alwiz rmbr tht 2nd outing, n he even xpress regret tht he told me of in-touch wit a suspicious H1N1 patient.

on 1 day of my job of Magnolia, he came visit. I dun ans ph during my job (in fact, i dun lik answering phone, n especially during works, known, i m a workaholic).. n he came when i was in toilet. So in the end v din meet. Oh,v met.. i saw him sumwhr upstairs, n then he gone...
Since then, he tot i was scared of him(i assume), n v hv less contact....

He went away frm Msia nw. Small chances of cuming bek.. anyway, i din attend his farewell (i dunno bout it)...............

-the end of story-


2nd story happened in MidValley.. It is a short story anyway....
I Was in MV 2 gt my Magnum job payment, d day afta finishing Magnum Job.
i went to a Japanese restaurant, near2 Starbucks (i 4gt wat is d name of restaurant) to hv a late lunch.
n it was dis guy sitting on left side of opposite. Oh, is a uncle, cz part of his front hair has gone...

I noticed tht he look2 me directon few times during eating....
Afta he paid n gone, i did my paying n went out, onli2 notice tht he was still arnd thr.
He followed me dwn to G-floor, n nearby d escalator, he approached me 2 ask if v can b frens.
I was kinda terkejut..... erm, den he ask if i were alone thr. ( Sorry uncle, i dun gv "special" service)
Out of he is a stranger hu "follow" me, i told tht i was act on d way meeting a fren..
v "xchange" our name, n i cabut......

--- n d story end here.......

May-Nov 2009 : Working part

In May-June, it was my Uni break. Of course, an important thg to do is work....

Many days were in U-Mobile Roadshow.

Sg.Wang - MidValley Exhibition Centre (Indian Shopping Festivals) - TimeSquare (Saidina Event)

On weekends, i sell houses.. Haha, 2 b more precisely, i was stationed in show unit 2 explain on the house features.

Our project is "Atmosphera Condo" in Puchong Jaya, developed by Villamas, n market by KimReality (which hire me). I was placed in ShowHouse A.

Thanks to my aunt who got me tht job, which i enjoy so much.. I bring along WoonMei 4 d job as well . D ppl thr are kind, n v have fun ~~ **Happy happy* ~~

1 of my working day in Atmosphera, I Met U-mobile Marketing manager (or wateva post he taking, i dun reli rmbr)... i was meeting him a week ago in U-Mobile roadshow in MidValley, den in Atmos. Haha.. He was 1 ofthe customer..

He was acting close 2 me (till gt 1 collegue thr tot is my bf.. Halo, he brought his gf la). Yucks, do v reli tht close, Mr ??

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I was 1 week late 4 my 3rd yr 1st sem opening, cz i went2 work, 2gether with dear PohYoke, v were d "Milk-girl" for Magnolia Hi-Cal-Low-Fat milk.

V even involved on the launching. GaryChao came, argh, he isnt handsome at allll...

I was being positioned as Media Ushers during the launching.

Oh, n a photographer, claim herself frm KarangKraf, took a few of my pic wit the milk. I gave her my email, bt till n i hvnt gt my pic yet. N i wonder do my face came out in karangkraf magazine. I dun read the Magazines published by KarangKraf, they are in BahasaMelayu, n neither i wan2 learn how2 wear Tudung in a fashion way.

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On A sat, i went for a crew job for MU vs MsiaTeam football match. I met a guy, a vry familiar guy, which was my "mortal" in a camp. Bt i guessed he can recognize me. My outlook was vry diff tht tm wit nw.. I was inviting a lot of fren 2 join4 dis job. Bt in the end, onli Edison n me goin. Aiyoyo...
D pay 4 dis job wasnt high, rm50 frm d noon till end of match (include standby) plus a lunch box.

The good part is that v can get 2 see d match on live n near (since v were standing n free2 go anywhere when d match was on). Bt act, i even dunno who is tht fellow, Owen. Haha, paiseh ler... Even paiseh, when i curi-curi ask Edison which is Owen, n he reply loudly "Huh, u dunno hu is Owen ah, neh tht 1" ... So shit la, especially all the ppl arnd me is MU Fans..

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And then i work in IPMEX(Printing Fair). Thx2 WoonMei hu intro dis job. A promoter job, with all the part timers are my frens . Nice :)

The photos were snapped by the Canon guy opposite us (which was taken when i din noticed).. I lik the photos, not bcz i m pretty in d photos, bt they are so natural....

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The end of August, i was involve in Eucerin Skin Care Roadshow in Watson Jusco Cheras Selatan, Honestly, dis job is bit boring. Standing whole day in Watson, n waiting 4 ppl 2 go arnd the skincare area, n approach2 promote 2 them..... Thr was act a redemption goin on, which u can tk a used n abobe rm30 Whtening products, 2 buy Eucerin NewLaunch whitengn product in a low price, n Eucerin free u 1 more (oso new launch whitening) products. It is worth it..... bt d stock gone out since 2 days b4 i started d job, so, even ppl wans, i cant do their business..
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In Sept, i work as a Magnum girl in 1 of the Magnum outlet in Kajang. Short working time, relax work, wit a wearing os Spaghetti n short skirt. Bt u hv2 bear wit a lot of uncles in Indian n d smokess. I met more indian den uncle in Kajang outlet... n xplain2 them on Magnum new game. No fun... Bt work less n fast money (salary on nxt day afta work) ..
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Oct, i gt a job which i vry appreciate. It is an usher job for SuperBrand Gala Dinner. Aiks, bt due2 d stupid goggle, n a not-open-minded uncle in Putrajaya TourismCentre, n me being "too clever" , i was rounding on a wrong area 4 almost 1 hr + jz 2 gt 2 d working place.
It was in JwMariotPutrajaya. I went 2 hr earlier, purposely.. den went2 Putrajaya, n tot i will b d 1st 2 reach, n round n round at d "big round" 2 find d place, which goggle said in sumwhr thr.... i even asked d TourismCentre uncle, which gv me a direction of Right (which ltr, i checked, shud b left.. n 1st tm he say right, 2nd tm left, den when i confirmed wit him, he say right.. alamak.... Hw cum these ppl will b placed in TourismCentre... ) lastly i call d agent up.

Ok, den halfway, i turn2 d wrong junction, Oh.... it was heading2 Putrajaya again, wit no U-turn. I made a illegal u turn eventually, n gt d right way 2 work. Bt i am late..............

I wonder will d agent gv me job again, thou she din reduce my pay tht day. Ishhhhh, GekSi.......

And then, never works again till now...........Look+ing 4 job.........

Itchy MissCathy

i noe i shudnt post a blog now, for i hvnt finish study 4 my exam tmr..
Bt hand itchy, mind itchy.. .. ...

My laptop rosak liao.
Nw m using other's.

Mind lil itchy to keep thing on my holiday plan.

TMR finish exam. Nite Jogoya. ( wahaha, i love Sashimi.. Waoooo)
Sat morning job briefing, nite go attend wedding dinner..
Sun work.

Nxt Mon plan to act lik a pig.
Nxt Tues bek UKM. Class for Pengurusan Kualiti.
Nxt Wed go MidValley perhaps..

other.. still planning.. ............................................................................
Oh, n keep-fit plan.. heheheheheheeeeeeeeeeeeeee

心情扎篇（1）

没什么事…就是乱乱一堆的心情丢下…

我决定不再理理事会咯，新春也只“看看”，“听听”，算咯…我把该说的都讲完咯……以后的路，是他们的。学长已无权过问。更无权插手！！（我也不想插手。你们以为学长都吃饱没事做噢？）其一为不想当“老不死”；其二为，做人难啊，偏向哪边都不对，干脆靠边站…

刚才才发现我心有些荡漾…糟糕… 真糟糕… 无奈，为人妻者，无法啊。不忠，方能行。这是搞活动常见的事啦。相处久了，就是这样的啦… 就是夜夜见到啊……就酱了咯… 都是他多嘴的那句话，该死的那句话。都是他身上的那件衣，该死的那件衣。男生穿上那依都会很smart …… 不懂啦，不懂啦~~

新春走的太远了？？！！？？！！

活动上“退休”了，还得为学弟妹烦……
曾经担心学妹接手的新春会想要脱离母体，但（撇开14届的肥猪不谈）我届主席，他没有此意，更甭说把这思想带下去。我个人是不赞同脱离，反而处处在他们面前维护理事会。所以，这事儿，是白担心咯。

但，唉…唉……
不知哪个王八，竟认为新春走的太远了！
难道理事会不追求进步吗？？？！！！不然，难道是理事会中央不当新春为理事会的一份子，而只有傻傻的新春在乖乖于理事会之下？？不然，你告诉我，此话（新春走的太远了）什意思？？

听到此话，我是失望的… 那个我支持的理事会又一次的令我失望了… 上届的它不明主。今届的它不开明，把自己锁死于历史中…

为什么还要把于14届的恩怨带下来？？？！！！

理事会27届周年庆=国大新春晚宴？虾米？？

理事会要新春为理事会搞27庆功宴。你说25，30，我且能接受。但你说27届！而且“它” 给新春的理由为新春一向以来都有为理事会搞周年庆，除了15届新春！歪曲的事实只能骗得了学妹，而，不是我…
你们说，5小组的高层皆有被中央面试及于常务会议通过，此事，我都忍你了。我觉得，既然这是传统，好，我让我学弟妹和你会面并于常务会议让大家通过。所以，当时你当我面说这，我静静。当时，你还指说“晓彤是小组的人，他也知道”， 我也静静。

对我而言，事实是如此，便是如此。你用歪曲了的历史来“劝”我的人，此作为，我无法苟同。这样做， 也让我觉得，你们是要定我学妹照做。

我不知学长对今届理事会中央说了些什么。但总觉得某学长，还在为14届新春与25届理事会的恩怨耿耿于怀。为何今届理事会还要促使历史重演？我不要， 我不想…… 我的原则很简单：互相尊重。还有一届还一届，上届恩怨上届了…

但，希望理事会别太过分。如让学弟妹察觉这些事，和那歪曲的事实，恐怕他们不再听我劝告，到时，我已无力为理事会守住新春了。
于新春晚宴上的27届周年庆， 我坦诚，我真的有点不满。尤其是拿歪曲的事实为理由，而无其他理由…卫免有点扯吧……

趁现在新春还有正确想法，希望理事会中央也有正确的想法。
亲爱的理事会中央们，请你们去确认下新春的“高层”指的是那几位。
亲爱的理事会中央们，理事会是让5小组和旗下2活动独立行事的。如你们是要控制，那你们去跑MO为大家凑钱吧！
亲爱的理事会中央们，要被尊重，就先请学会尊重…

大家，加油吧！我不想理事会和新春在未来有什么过不去的。我不想新春的高层还要为这些“有点政治”的事烦……大家都只为UKM 华人嘛。

ps：我坦诚的说了我的想法。原以为他很开明的，那知他原来很敏感。很小很小的问题，他会乱想。因为当是朋友，我才会对他坦诚。可我觉得， 他不谅解我，认为说我误解了他。先生啊，我只是说我个人意见罢了，而且，又不是对你啦。 是你有份参与的组织。如不对，那是我的直觉错了咯，或是我太敏感了。
我曾是小组副组长（理事会半个高层）+ 新春主席，我不会让新春乱来。但前提为，理事会也不对新春乱来…

最近比较烦…

Recently, my confidence level dropping. Have not get 2 go 4 any job interview 4 quite sometimes+ a few pimples pop out last week (nw no more pop put), wit increasing weight. huhu.. Was thking if tht was related 2 my profile sent ? My photo no gud ? My weight too heavy ? or ????
So, i gonna keep fit.. When exam finish, go 4 studio photo again. I thk it is da time 2 update my photo le.. hahaha.

Was rushing assgnments recently.. Few assgnments, to b due date each week.. ARGH.. Luckily tht i hv let go da activities. thou, recently i start 2 b"heart itchy" again, afta i saw Aisecs finding OC 4 National Conference.. Assignments make me exhausted.. Arghhhhhhhhhh.. Yet, i learn sth frm my assgnment d, n enjoy da process of doin group assgnment wit coursemates..

Mid-Sem result for 1 of da major subjek has out. N i was a lil bit disappointed wit it. I did work hard 4 it, in d end, i gt onli a lil bit more den half, of da full mark 4 d paper. n my frens hu dun rmbr da formula well tht tm, score much higher mark den me.. I was a lil bit dwn when i c my result 4 tht paper.. I nid2 work hard 4 final.. Ohh, STRESS!!!

My mood isnt gud recently, i thk tht was partly bcz of all the reasons above. N i easily get angry wit Edison (as ppl noe, i gt high EQ).. Sorry to him..

A story of a blur blur gal

I gonna told you a story of a blur blur girl.
But before u proceed to read on it, promise me not to laugh at her.. Even if u wan2 laugh at her, do it secretly bah.. hahaha
I named the girl as Cat bah..

One afternoon, Cat and her bf went sumwhere to eat.. Afta parking, she walked to the seats happily, swinging her hp pouch which she puts her money.. She walked, walked, walked, and then realize that coins were dropping out. So she took up the coins and put them back in2 her pouch.
Then, she ordered her food. She brought it to her table, and eat. Den her coursemate(brian) called her, bt she failed2 receive that call. She leaved it aside, waiting the coursemate to call again, wondering why he calling her. Then, she got a SMS. That sms asked her wheter she lost her IC.
Accidently, she deleted that message before she reply nor record that no..
Oh oH.................... CHAM!!!

So, she walked out. The uncle selling drinks gave her bek her driving licence. She continued2 walk out. She found that her thgs in d pouch all dropped (hp was in her pocket).. Her namecard, ppl's namecard etc.. but, her IC wasnt thr..
She worried.. She regret.. She was so helpless..........
Finally, she has the worst decision.. OK, if the guy never contacts her again, she would lodge a police report, and make a new IC..

Then she continues on her planning 4 that noon - to transfer her BankIslam money to MayBank.. She too plan2 change her Maybank Card to Maybank Debit Visa. She asked the receptionist wheter MyKad is needed for the card changing process, and the reply was "NO".. So, with bit of relieve, she filled in the form and sit down and wait, while thinking, " oh, changing type of cards nonid MyKad d o".. .. Then it comes her turn, but she was rejected by the bank officer, because of dont have the MyKad..

She went back her hostel moodily.. Reli reli reli no no no mood. She searches on software, trying2 get bek the previous sms tht she deleted. Bt she failed on trying the softwares. Bit sadly, she went2 her bed, and have a small nap..

When she wakes up, she saw her another coursemate (which is hsemate of brian) saying hello to her in msn. She greet him bek, and asked wheter brian thr ont..
Then she gt a happy news, her coursemate on msn said " ur IC wit brian ah".. Wahaha, she happy ler.. He told her that it was being found by a facmate of her, KhengHow hu taking Actuary.. KH passed it 2 Brian.................................................................

Oh, Cat is such a blur blur gal.. vry 粗心 ah............. hehehe

My Future Activities Life ~~U never noes what's gonna be next,

A junior of PAP told me that he wishes to join CCC. I was wondering, what so good bout joining it ? He told me that he is interested to watch the politics inside. Yea junior, u noe, joining CCC is jz a politic-playing. But, my dear, joining of anything, any comittee or seketeriat , means u hv2 sacrificed sth. Ur friendship wit coursemates, or ur studies, or ur private time.. That is my experience..
Frankly, i am quite enjoying days nowadays of not belonging2 any society or seketeriat etc, juz lik back2 1st year sem 1, yet, i noe far in my heart still gt bit bit, a lil lil bit bit of thking bek2 activities life..
I dunno, i dunno, i dunno....... ...... ......

I never thought of joining any activities when i 1st came in2 ukm, n i even missed PestaTanglung ( partly bcx tht m is of 2nd intake).. But as wat Palapes said, it ends up 2 hear XiaoTong's name in PAP, CreativeLane, YinWeiYouAi, FIC , with all so call offering me a "not-too-low" post.. TKP/secretary in PAP, Assistant Leader in CL(according seniors, i shud b d leader, bt they scared i coudnt do well due2 PAP) , Secretary in YWYA (bt, sorry, XiaoTong dun lik2 do secretary job..), TKP in FIC..
If i never let go FIC, bt instead of letting go CL, will i be in GMUKM nw? Hrm.. hahaha..
Or if i still b in YWYA, will i b working part time 4 陈礼祥 nw ? (ah ha, bt i dun lik him.. He too "jia", "Jia Dao..........." Issshhhhhhhh..)
Ah... u never noes wat is gonna happen..
Words from BubbaGump " Mama always said Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get" .. Yea, true.. U never noe what you're gonna get.. Juz go ahead, confidently.. Go for what u think is the best to you..

But sometimes, i do thk that i am not that capable actually. I was thinking that, mayb juz tht ppl was get cheated by my outlook tht i am capable, bt i noe i still hv a lot more to be improved. Hahaha.. Tht's nothing bad to admit ur weaknesses sometimes~~~

WengWai sms me jz nw, to ask me out 2nite. He said he got sth 2 talk 2 me, regarding 中央改选.. May it be he wan PAP/CL to vote him n his ppl; May it b he want me to joinCCC. For voting part, i will jz vote for ppl i thk worth my vote, even mayb my vote will b 作废.. I admit, am stuborn, vry stuborn.. haha..

Anyway, I am easily be biased and be stuborn.. I nid time to digest ppl opinion, cz i found out tht i am easily being persuaded, if he gt his point.. tht's y sumtime i dun gv opinion or decision immediately.. i dun wan to be bias.. I was wrong once in PAP 15, for being bias. I never wan2 repeat that fault again. Too bad to the "victim"..
Being an internal TKP, i shud always keep myself neutral, neither on either sides, bt i shud alwiz think from the point of view of my exco. Tht's my job 2 take gud care of them and to solve internal problems. KW wont noe some of the problems, neither i want2 tell him, due2 his personality. I dun wish 2 c him dislike the exco more, frankly, they're right n he was wrong sumtimes. Anyway, things has passed, n prob was settled. So, tht wasnt prob anymore, rite.. HeHe..

I was expeting Internal Vice president of CCC to do the same thing. But i was bit of disappointed. He is the one that shud stands up, when internal got problem.. He can voice up and against the President and all the TopExco of CCC, for the sake and peace of internal.. Bt,sadly, i din c him doin so.. .. .........

Perhaps u might c me sitting down at the AudiSiswa seats on 22Feb nite, borringly sms my 战友 telling them tht dis is a dirty game, n tht “它，完蛋了”…
Perhaps u might c me on AudiSiswa's stage on 22Feb nite, saying my manifesto loudly; and later, proudly thanks ppl for voting me..

~~U never noes what's gonna be next.. ~~

Catherine's Working Experiences (Last updated, Jan09)

• U-mobile Roadshow (Time Square Kiosk), Jan09
• Digi Promoter -Digi Show in Klang, Sept 2008
• VIP usher -INDEE Fair, Sept 2008
• Vista Vision Specialist Roadshow, August 2008
• Sony Ericsson Traffic Jam Party, July 2008
• ARCHIDEX Fair, KLCC , July 2008
• Extras -Bank Islam TVC, May 2008
• Sampling promoter -REAL Energy Bar in Jusco Breakfast Fair, May 2008
• Cosplay girl -MoXiang online game 1st Anniversary, Apr2008
• Model -ShutterAsia Model Shoot (Theme: Bridal), Jan2008
• Maxis postpaid promoter -MyTeam2 Event, Oct2007
• Roadshow Girl -Hotlink@ SinChew Carnival in Bahau(Negeri Sembilan), Bentong(Pahang) and Port Dickson(Negeri Sembilan), Jun-July 2007
• Roving Team Girl -Hotlink@ SinChew Carnival in Bahau(Negeri Sembilan), Bentong(Pahang) and Port Dickson(Negeri Sembilan), Jun-July 2007
• MapleSEA 2nd Anniversary Carnival@ Cineleisure, June 2007
• Extras for local and China Drama series, June 2007
• Hewlett-Packard(Hp)+Streamyx roadshow promoter, June 2007
• Hewlett-Packard(Hp) PC promoter, June 2007
• Roadshow Girl, for Hotlink/Maxis@ SinChew Charity Carnival with in Melaka, May 2007
• Roadshow Girl, for Maxis@ Astro Super 50 Concert in Johor Bahru, May 2007
• Roving Team Girl, for Hotlink in Johor Bahru, May 2007
• Extras for TVC, “Soy Joy”, May 2007
• Usherer, for Musical Drama in KLCC , May 2007
• Hewlett-Packard(Hp) Roadshow @ HSBC Smart Privileges Fair, May 2007
• CARs International Roadshow in Times Square, April 2007
• Promoter , for Sony Ericsson P990i PDA phone, April 2007
• Pikom PC Fair KL (LG), April 2007
• JobsDB Career Fair(M-Business Resourcing Sdn Bhd), March 2007
• MIFF(Malaysia International Furniture Fair) 07 , March 2007

• Part time waitress for Hilton KL, Jan 2007-April 2007
• Part time tuition teacher, May 2006-Oct 2006
• Sales assistant in King’s Confectionary Sdn Bhd, Dec2004-Dec 2005

男女间是否能有纯友谊的存在呢？

上个拜五，在那个塞车回家的路程中，和学长偶然间的一封短讯，而造就了几天来的不少封的短讯。字眼中带暧昧，可谁都知，那多少都只是玩笑…
昨天晚上，我告诉学长，他不小心看到一些短讯了。学长突然的严肃起来，且又说不必回他的短讯了。老实说，有点失望的。难道，做朋友都不行麽？难道，朋友不能互通短讯吗？难道，有男朋友的女生就不能有男性朋友的吗？

男女间是否能有纯友谊的存在呢？

我个人认为，为何不能呢？而在我以前最最需要人听我的心事时，聆听着我的心心事的是Leon和 Alvin。
曾经有人说我和Leon很匹配，曾经有人说他喜欢我(没有这回事啦，虽然，他说我曾经被他列入榜）。我对他，就是没有感觉。从Kelvin, Leon就是从来不曾在榜首，纵然他的却是个很好的男生。真的很好…

而Alvin呢，当时，我和Alvin陷于同样的状况中。我们的“对象”都对他的“过去的”有些的不舍，而，我们同样都在“要与不要”的矛盾中徘徊。虽然，事到如今，他依然单身，而我j就“飞不了”了…虽然现在Alvin常对我说要公平竞争，而我也回他说“你尽管去吧”；然而，我们都知，那只是玩笑。那是有点爱玩的我和Alvin间的玩笑。从我认识他到现在，他还是这样…Alvin依然对“还不到手的她”有感觉…

还有某人，嗯，我不能说真的有和他分享很多私人心事。因为他并不是那种轻易把心事说出来的人。（而我在那个时候，吵架到还蛮严重，我却不让那里的人知…）可在某种程度上的“熟度”，在和他独处时，（我也不知为什么）他让我看了他的ex，还有他家人的相片。我们也坦然地讨论过自己的性格与理想…噢，是谁说男女不能一起睡的？我们睡在一起有不短的时间咯，嗯，有3-4个礼拜咯。非同床，但床连床…虽然有其他的女生，但睡他隔壁的是我。他，我，睡我另一个隔壁的女生（）- 我们3个晚上就来闹，白天就去奋斗…我因该让媚和他睡在一起的（虽然当初是他不要睡另各位置，而换来我旁边的位置的），或许闹闹与奋斗间，能擦出点火花呢？是可以的，是有可能的。我和他产生不出点“什么”来，是因为我已有所属，我执著 而他对我也有所保留。偶尔我会去“搞”他，他就答我说我已有男友 -.-"
噢，PAP carnival的 backdrop是我们俩的杰作叻…

我相信，男女间是有纯友谊的，如果双方无杂念。
如果真的有什么的，就让它顺其自然好咯…属于你的缘分，就是你的，跑不了的…
还好不是霸道的男生，不让我跟其他男生做朋友…不然，他完蛋咯…要不我跟他大吵，不让他和他的女生朋友来往（哦，他都是和女生们较要好，又有女生缘）；要不，我就跟佬跑…

晓彤 小小的 情史

今天，终于又做咯…久违了的“工作的感觉”…
因为某些原因，向学长拿了他的身份证号码… 840622-XX-XXXX…
840622， 这号码在我放工搭车回家时，不知怎么我又想起了… 我在那里算，噢，学长大我3年哦… 又不知怎么的，也许因为Takeo的中午一封forward短讯，我想起了他… Takeo... （我以为我的号码已在他的手机消失了，原来并没…）
我想起了他，想起了当时他是25岁。现在呢？噢,27了哦… 原来啊，事情已过了1++年了…

跟学长提起我的“旧blog", 忍不住，自己又读了些…

读到当年写的一首古诗，是当时的感受…（May 3rd, 2007）
当时，是“东窗事发”不久后的某早上。他拨电话来，说，他依然赖在床上，要拥我入睡……

心痒痒…
闲来无事，悢悢王。
妾惶恐，俺怎没鸳鸯样？
何谓无成鸳鸯兮？因王心有属。
俺还断不了，不像话…

天旭快复，王真要拥妾吗？

做人要坦荡荡，
天塌下来又怎样。
只怕你努力游向我心中央…
苟无此举，我心何来荡漾兮…
心荡漾，心花放，心里小鹿乱乱撞…

杨贵妃天生丽质难自弃。
我照样。
难弃，性，本好玩。

解释：（终于，今天要公开解释此诗的含义了。皇上是好胜的Takeo…）
我心痒痒。贤妻闲来没事做，我就想想您，皇上。
我恐慌，我们怎么不像情侣？我们为何无法成为情侣呢？皆因皇上心里有着别人… 可我们怎么还断不了，真不像话…
天快亮了。皇上，您真的想抱着我吗？
做人要坦荡荡。天塌下来又怎样。我只怕您依然很努力的要夺我心。如果并非您努力要攻进我心，我哪来得心荡漾。啊，我心荡漾，心花放，我心里的小鹿因你而在乱乱撞…
杨贵妃天生就漂亮，丑不了。而我也是。我本性好玩。此“好玩"弃不了啊…

当年的我，也许你说我蠢。当时我放弃了一个不错的帅哥（开始时，我蛮喜欢他的。放弃，是因为终于爱上我的ex了），而接受了Takeo。而在我的爱情观里，只要他心里有我，没有什么是不能/错的… 很自私吧… 当年，是他不理我先的。然而，我当时也知道，我会输的。他的女友，在他的心里占了很重要的大部分。也因此，我发现事实后，我开始从他那里收回我的心。至今，我依然衷心祝福他们能常常久久，希望他不再乱来…

噢，我其实不是个好女孩。
性格上，我也不像女生呀…你什么时候见过能够那么开放的女生，且不够温柔，不够依人，不够体贴兼不够细心。偶尔，会有点不顾形象。不大会做家务。会烘培却不大会下厨（下厨机会少嘛）… 一点都不感性（却性感嘛…人家讲的）。可人家也讲哦，我的言语中偶尔带点撒娇，可我不大察觉的……哈哈…

My Uni life..

Everything, starting from the chance of entering local uni is a coincident.. i dunno shud i take it as a lucky ....

To be honest, i nevr think of entering local Uni.. I give up on local uni since i was in upper 6, for i know that science subject isnt what i want.. But yet, still study bit bit la(reli bit bit if compare with the other.. half of the physisc stuffs i dun un d, hahaha. oh, i took physics for my form6). and erm, luckily, i got in2 uni for the subject i want, and to my desired uni with a 2nd batch of intake.

I never think of joining any activities in Uni, but to work part time.. I am a workaholic, i admit. I passed my days of half of the 1st year 1st sem in a enjoy mode... Den, there comes my admirer.. wahaha (seriously, my admirer)...

He is a senior of mine in the same pusat.. He then offer me to join Pesta Ang Pow UKM 14, as an exco under his bahagian.. Finally, i went interview, but i choose 4 another exco post, instead of that he hoped me to join, haha, cz that he hoped me to join can learn nt much (in my mindset).
Thanks 2 him.. He is a "Gui Ren" 2 me. Reli... Joining PAP has given me a lot of new chances 2 develop myself..
Because of joining PAP , i was "spotted" by seniors, to join Creative Lane of CCC as a penolong ketua.. I was suppposed 2 b d ketua, bt seniors worried that i might not handle thgs well as i took up a TE (TopExco) post in PAP15.

Creative Lane is a weak group, i can said.. Sth which make me "beh ki" is d attitude of the ketua.. Hw shud i said tht.. Dis doesnt means that he is no good.. Just that sumtimes he is too concentrate on hos schoolworks.. Last sem i was vry frustated bout this.. A lot problem occured, but he was more on his assgnments stuffs.. Den, even meeting, i went 4 him, thou tht tm i oso vry fussy bout my own studies and assignments stuffs. Creative Lane make me tired... But i know i coudnt ran away from that, i have the responsibility from the second i took up the post..

Back to the topic, den i continue to join PAP15 as internal TKP.. but due to sum changes in the TE board later(which some ppl has resign), i did do the part of External TKP (contacts seniors, act was because KP said, female is more persuasive o) sometimes, and Bendahari bit bit (bring pemasaran go MO)..
Days in PAP15 is happy for me, thou i dun deny that there are still some problems d..

Yesterday, Oops, dis morning went yumcha wit my partners last time. I was asked to join them..
Should i or shouldnt i.. D reason i shouldnt is my bad bad result, but i should for it seems that i suit for that..
That is not activities, but politic.. POLITIC, u noe.. .. ......................................

moody.. ..

gt bit moody... .. ..
He shudnt behave lik tht...
u dun wan it, bt u wan ppl accepted it... Mana Betul la.. .. .. ..

n y DHD off my ph juz lik tht juz nw..
Hai... .. ..

moody ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~