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KJCF interview experience

2010-12-20T20:20:00.000+08:00

It was a bright morning of a gud day when i received the call from KianJoo Can Factory.
I remembered i applied a position of Management Trainee in KJCF.
And yet, i was asked to attend the interview for Production Executive. Okay, i was thinking, since i have no job, why dont i go for try.

But i never take is seriously. I went to the wrong place at 1st, which was another plant. When i finally arrived at the right location, i was nearly late. And the front desk asked me y i am so late. I WERE NOT LATE!! The HR who called me up dint ask me to reach earlier to fill up d forms !!
k, i dun care. Bt surely, i was bit late when i finally in the interview room.
There was 4 candidates (including me) and 3 engineers seriouSly reading the candidates profile in the room. After the arrival of the General Manager, interview started.
It wasnt a too formal interview. No any particular Q on knowledge part (n if it asked, neither i can answer. loll)..

I tot i will fail getting this, n neither i had favour in this job.......
But, i got selected, as a Management Trainee in Production Line. With offer of RM 2300 of initial salary, work 5.5 days, 8-5pm, 45min breaks, sat 8-1pm.... And they even accepted my starting job day which is 2 months later.. But, when i asked on jobscope of MT, d HR said she oso not sure, shud b similar to Production Exec. I was kinda SWT..
I tried to delay the day of submitting signed appointment letter, bt d HR jz tell me, nvm, sign it 1st.
It do no harm for me. As if i change my mind of saying "sorry" to the offer, i can jz inform her 2 weeks in advance of the starting dates.

Eventually, I let go d job thou i signed, and cont of F&N Chiilax2 ...
Main reason of declining d job is that, i dun wanna work 5.5 days for the given salary. 2ndly, it is a chinese man company. 3rdly, their internal seems not well managed(applied MT, interview PE, offered MT Without telling me jobscope of MT). 4thly, still enjoying d "Chillax-ing" job... loll ~~

Permanent job hunting stories, July-November

2010-12-20T18:27:00.003+08:00

Have not been updating my blog since m bek frm HK. Even blog on HK trip isnt completed. Havent met WoonMei yet for the photos.

Jz2 share on my working stuffs in this period of July-Dec2010.

I was OFFICIALLY graduated in August.
It is December now, yet, m still a freelancer.

It is a tempting job. Not on money side, but the experiences, and friendships, and lots of fun u got .. Thou on average, still earning bit more den permanent job, even counting in EPF n etc etc stuffs..

It is a wrong thing if u said i never put an effort of looking 4 a permanent job..
Initially, i wanted to start work after i graduated officially (which is afta my HK trip too). Cz of my stuborness, i dun agree to that, a newbies in a company to take 1 week leave for a planned trip. Hey, if u r so rushed to gt a permanent job, 4gt ur trip den..

I started to try getting a permanent job since d month of July, when i was in F&N Seasons Jasmine GreenTea Roving job. I gt a call frm Synovate, a global market research company in one morning. Its convenience working location (Mid Valley) attracted me. They even arranged interview schedule according to my time. I passed the 1st n went on to 2nd interview, then i failed. ChingShuan who get into work in Synovate in another dept told me tht my dept gt a new person in later on, n he worked in Synovate before. Guess it is d reason m nt being selected.
Since than, i lost the iterest of looking for jobs in market research industry, thou d job scope is exactly same as what i ddi for my FYP.

There was no news on permanent job, till i bek frm HK. I was still in HK mood, when i gt d call frm an head hunter company which HQ was in HK. It delighted me, when i noe, the HR was calling frm HK. Was so happy till day dreamt tht i may b sent to HK for training. Loll.. n d 1st interview failed. I remembered telling d interviewer tht i dun prefer ofiz job, n she told me 1st 9 months of probation, is surely on ofiz job ny. Since den, no calling frm them.

I did sum other jobs in between. Sampling, Usher, Flyer gal..
And then i accepted to cont for F&N Seasons Roving Team. This project was named Chillax, and involving 1 Alphard, 4 promoters, n outstation too.

So, on d nxt interview, which was with UOB bank for sum tele-customer post, i told them i can onli starting d job in November. Stupid job agency who tell me no prob and ask me to go for that interview. A waste of time, as i was declined, once they noe i can onli b starting d job in November cz they nid ppl in urgent
(and interview was afta i spent my time filling up forms n assesements...)

Then i went Maybank for an interview, for a position of Analyst. Gosh, it tested me on my knowledge in Statistics. But, i 4gt them. I 4gt the stats courses i took. I 4gt the stats thingy i learn. Honestly, i did no homework b4 i go. I jz din xpect will b asked these Q.. Ohhhh, my fault. n they oso nid ppl to fill the position urgently, n cnt wait for mr till November. N ofc, i failed again.

I finally got hired afta d interview with KianJoo Can Factory, KJCF. It is a public listed company, n working location is just 10 minutes from my house, n never jam in that road unless accident. Bt inn d end, i rejected it. N cont freelancing...
KJCF Interview Experience: http://philos-littleworm.blogspot.com/2010/12/kjcf-interview-experience.html

I am a nasty candidates.. loll...
I wan gud pay, i wan gud benefit. i dun wan 6 days job unless a nice nice pay..
N my nastiness in permanent job finding is due to my confidence to myself regarding my good profile (not to say vry good, bt m satisfied), n partly that i gt jobs backing-up ~

Just a Dream

2010-12-20T15:12:00.004+08:00

The version of "Just a dream" from SamTsui n Christina Grimme is much nicer compare to the ori version.....

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.

Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

GuangZhou-hk-ShenZhen trip . intro

2010-07-16T13:25:00.008+08:00

Hey dearss, m bek frm my GuangZhou-hk-ShenZhen trip.. A trip full of laughter...............
Have been EATING alot, yet alot walking too............. My purse is crying hard, cz money keep goin out thou d money i earn previous 1 month stil can afford it.... loll....

V departed from Malaysia (LCCT KUL) in early morning 5.45am of 6th July , n arrrived in Malaysia in early morning 12.45am of 14th July..... The departure n arrival time are not good time, coz they are booked with zero flight fares. So d flight costed us RM25 + RM77.20 (Airport taxes)..

My trip-mates (frm Left, KT & WM), and A special Trip-mate, TC, hu join us for few days:

HK ppl are not walking as fast as i thought.. But, good looking guys are everywhere.. hehe...
HK food cum in a big portion, n they have heavy taste ~~

GZ n SZH ppl seems rude. They talk loudly lik scolding ppl. Worse still, thr is once v blocked a worker's way in SZH Wholesale centre, they jz "wei wei" us..... n they spit everywhr, yuckssss... Bt i believe not every china ppl is so uncivilized. Perhaps it onli happens in SZH (GZ ppl are more civilized), whr the people are from poorer part of china which is less educated.

If u asked me hw much will i rate this trip, i will give 9 out of 10.... I am satisfied !!! Wish i can go again soonnnnnn.... loll ....

A disgusting post.. Nothing Much, jz a share

2010-07-16T13:24:00.001+08:00

Nothing Much, jz a share.
But PLEASE BE AWARE that this post is DISGUSTINNGGGGGGGGGGGGG , seriouslyyy.. Dun read it if u kenot bear with disgusting stuffs..

I din ng ng for a few days le..
N i did it 2dy..... It was SMELLLYYYYYY ~~

So, i called my mom : "Mama, My shit is smelllyyyy" .. Bt she did not reply..
So, i called n told her again: "Mama, mama, my shit is smellyyyyyyy"..
She finally replied wit =.='' : " So, how ? Go eat more fruits lo.."

Den my sis smell tht too n ask me close d door of bathroom.. I not purposely bt jz wanna disturb her, so i ask her wait, wait, wait............... I further disturbed her when i switching on the water heater of my bathroom. I told her that i nid2 open d door of bathroom, cz it was toooooooooo smelly..............................

Later, i told this to my bf... Bt he jz =.='', thou i was telling him in hahhahahahhahaha....

The Guy named, Domi

2009-12-15T18:56:00.003+08:00

Went MV dis morning, tot it was a job-interview, bt act a "business"-intro..

Did a short gai gai afta tht... n i saw dis guy, Domi (2 Mist,Purple : he is tht in the musical lor, if u guys stil rmbr).. He is in the Keihl stall on the middle street, white shirt at the cashier. He is still tall (if nt, shorter mer), bt a diff hairstyle.
He has his style, an ex-designer ma..
I was too coward 2 even go forward n say "Hi" 2 him.. Ishh.. Wat's wrong.. Hallo, kitty (kitty is his way of calling me), he was d guy u spent 1 week happily with.. Hallo....
Kitty, u look good 2dy, n a plus wit makeup n short skirt.. so, what's wrong wit u.. Awwwww...

Afta my lunch in TSH (The Spaghetti House, d previous Yoshiinoya place.. Sauce is enuf bt taste may nt b gud 4 those hu hv heavy taste..), i went bek d same place.. He wasnt thr. Neither in Keihl's shop. ........ So, i din gt2 double confirm izit him.. .........

"Kitty n Domi" 's story can be found in my old blog which is the blog in friendster. U can trace bek my 1st post here to see them.. ..
V both nvr in2 bf-gf relationship..
Neither i can say v both in love la, actually.. Bt d 1 week, is a memory.. i shall keep it, nicely..

Sorry domi, i act lost ur msn n ph no.... d onli way 2 cntct u is thru friendster.. ..

满清和华夏民族

2009-11-26T03:42:00.003+08:00

何谓华夏民族，何谓炎黄子孙？
如果说是，原自中原的民族，那恐怕绝大部分华人非炎黄子孙了，最初的中原，是河南省的一带，随着少数民族的征服和融合，而日渐强大。经历了一个又一个王朝，而使成了中国（台湾是另一个故事啦~）。
那满人，是华夏民族吗？如不是，那又是为何呢？考古学界认为满人原自当今黑龙江省宁安市镜泊湖南端的莺歌岭。满人是古时的“少数民族”。或，我这么形容好了：马来西亚是中原，满人是泰国人。满人攻入中原（假设泰国人攻击马人，并占领我国领土），那当然中原就是满人的领土（所以，按照假设，马来西亚没了，只有泰国），那如果华夏民族乃中原民族，那，满人岂不也是华夏民族？（那，按照假设，马来西亚人成了泰国的某个民族，统称泰国人）。
或许我们说满人乃是入侵者，那，当初南下而征服中原的北方少数民族岂不是入侵者？而，他们在婚姻及风俗的融合下而有了的后代-现在的华人，岂不也是入侵者？

有人说满人强逼汉人学习他们的风俗。这，大概，是无可否认，也有些不当。然而，如您是统治者，难道您要您的人，去接受一个全然不同的文化，还是，让他们学习您的文化？
满族先民是游猎民族，为适应长期游猎跋涉的生活，满族男子选择了辫发。额前部头发剃光以避免遮挡视线，利于射箭或格斗。后部头发是梳成发辫，以适应骑马颠簸。发型及服饰，有别于汉人。

满人毁灭了一切与“明”有关的东西，确实有些过分。然而，如您是统治者，您不怕有人造反吗？特别是，你（外来人）在他人的地方……
满人在清朝的却是为贵人，却不乏有钱和受皇帝重用的汉人。他们是汉奸吗？
满清有3 大出名皇帝：康熙，雍正，乾隆。他们是史上最勤劳的皇帝，勤于听政，建立机制。难道就不如不上朝，不理民生的皇帝吗？因为某学长，曾说过清朝皇帝没用，所以，我一再的想，我不明，也等着学长的答复…
满清把武器给埋了。这是愚蠢的。只是，当国泰民安时，也无用武之地啊……
满清期间，他们有建兵厂，造兵器，甚自派人去德国考察，只是，失败了（造出的武器过重）……………
巅峰后必有下垂……

小女的历史肤浅，因历史版本不同，以至多处未能悟。故，多请悟者指教。小女愿接受更正……

ChowKit, a place in KL

2009-11-25T12:58:00.007+08:00

Afta the interview, i went ChowKit (arnd Jalan TAR). It wasnt in my planning actually, I jz planed2 pay Petaling Street a visit afta interview. Bt when i was in Monorail on my way 2 Wisma Genting, i saw tht ChowKit was 2 stationed bhind of Raja Chulan (Frm the direction of KL Sentral to Titiwangsa), so i change my mind. Coz wanted2 buy the non-wooven fabric since sometime ago.

My mom brought some non-wooven-fabric DIY book frm China afta parents' trip 2 GuiLin-FuJian-ShenZhen last month. n the puppets are cute. Hehe.. Bt i hv no skills. I useda normal cloth 2 make an elephany, end up, i gv up. The stiches were ugly, i cut thrm off and redo, ugly, cut n redo, ugly, cut n redo.... den i surrender, n ends up made a tiny round little stuffs wit 2 eyes n a mouth.. =.="

Back 2 ChowKit...... Honestly, i dunno whr the shop is located.. i jz try my luck thr. I was act on the right road. Bt i cant find the landmark, which is a PanMee stall, n ended up walk along the whole street. I was too stubborn (n thx2 tht), i back to my starting point in the road, n i noticed a PanMee Stall wit no name (erm, is act, i cant find the name) ... So i wonder if it is the shop. wit a mind of "Jz gv it a try", i went in n asked. Oh Yeah, i gt it..... HEHE......

Later i hv my lunch at the PanMee Stall. It was nice n delicious (no wonder ppl in forum has made it a landmark 2 gt 2 d shop i visited) ... The PanMee wasnt lik the usual PPanMee v hv outside. It is smooth(licin), thou the shape is like mee, bt not too long and irregular broadness (handmade i thk). The sauce are nice too, cukup sour n hot (i like it).. The funny part is tht they gave me 1 吉子 (limao kecil).. I act dunno hw2 use it 4 the mee. Den ltr thr cum a man at the table in front of mine. He squeezed the juice into the limao.................................................. So, i followed.... Hehe~~
Is me being the frog under well, or ??

ChowKit is a vry "Zhap" place. There are alot of wholesale thr, which is more than Petaling Street(i thk). Wholesale for bags n accessories n watches..... The reason i say it is Zhap, cz i saw a lot kind of ppl thr in my short time thr 2day.

Eng-Talking and Well- Groomed man, Pretty young gal wit BMW, rich-and well educated women, poor guy who look lik living on Drugs, 流浪汉，longHair weird man (a few ler), old people, look-bad guy, pendatang asing，a few tourists (bt i thk the place will give a bad image 2 tourist), photographer(yea, i saw a young gal tking photos in the are wit pro camera, she dont look lik a tourist) etc etc...
U will meet the vry poor and the some rich ones in tht area..
The area, frankly, is even worse den Petaling Street..
The shops are old i thk, some look lik even far more older than me.. the place is dirty, n i guess there is alot of mice running here n thr during night, Yucks..... Reli Zhap.. Not recommended for a girl 2 go thr by herself (bt i m a weird one) , and, hv2 b xtra alert n careful in the area..

The place i went is famous for Prostitute during the nights ~~~~~~~
The photo at the right was take frm sum1 named Terossa from His on9 album. The photo was taken in ChowKit...

Tht is ChowKit area (Jln TAR), in KL..... 秋吉街~~

Suspending Job of Dec 2009

2009-11-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

Went 2 an interview dis morning...
Oooohhh, quite gud pay. bt sth keep me suspending frm working whole period for the promoter job i was interviewed in the morning. If i work for the whole projek, i will b getting nt too lilttle (yet nt vry much) money, which included an incentive which is counted by "per day".. Thou without the incentives, the pay is edi quite nt bad, 4 d job title..

The "Maxis Event" of 7 days in Crowne Plaza is the "little notty" . Bcz of it, i let the whole week free of job, and cant join wholely 4 d job i ngam ngam (just) mentioned above..
Aiyoyoyo...

Even the maxis job, if i get, i will b getting a lil bit less pay den d other, per day. Also due2 tht i cant serve d whole period of it. I am having my JLPT (Japanese Language Proficiency Test) on the 1st day of working (6th Dec).
The employer is kind enuf 2 gt a replacement 4 me on tht day.... She had told me tht, n cal me up 2 mk sure tht i can work afta she gt me tht replacement.. BUT, she hasnt confirmed me regarding the job (which she say she will confirmed us ltr, if been selected), neither WoonMei nor Edison. Aiyooooooo . I wonder if i will gt d job.

In a dilemma.

Of course, getting it will b a gud 1, cz i thk the job will be quite fun.
On the other hand, if i fail2 get it, i can work full 4 d 1st job mentioned in this post, which will end in Jan.. Then, i wont b jobless till at least mid of jan. I am 80% confident tht i will b chosen if i can work fully, due to tht i can work in a "far" location which is Putrajaya, n tht i hv been working as promoter lately...

Oh ya, did i mention wat is the "maxis event" job ?
According2 the interviewer (emplayer), this is an event by Maxis, whereby a lot (arnd 200) children frm ASEAN country are joining. It is event crew job, truely crew job, which v nid2 co-ordinate, carry stuffs, arrange the stuffs, guiding the children n their "teachers" (v r nt the teachers ~) etc etc... V will b staying in Crowne plaza, it is a hotel (goggle tell me tht it is bside wisma genting, in Jln Raja Chulan. Yes it is. Goggle din lie2 me this tm. Cz i went Wisma genting 4 interview dis morning) .
The onli bad thg may b tht v might nid2 stay late, wake up early den the kids and rest later than them.
In my mind, this job is sth of part of the organizer..
U gt2 b lik organizer, gt2 mix arnd children ( i like to SEE cute children. Bt the no cute, oh no..... Children are none of my favour)..
So i thk it is fun, thou the pay wasnt high............

"Suitable" Job, pls cum to me ~~~~~~~~

Travel Planning stuffs

2009-11-22T15:28:00.002+08:00

Since i m in holiday, n still hvnt gt any PT job yet, am doin research for nxt yr HK trip in these few days.
It makes me hope tht d day come fast fast. Yahoooooooooo ........

HK trip, v hv 3 ppl here (KheeTong, WoonMei, me). v will b goin on year 2010 July.
Gt our zero fare AA flight ticket boooked, thou is arrived at GuangZhou n bek frm ShenZhen..
Save money, save money, save money.... Whahahahhaa~~ Looking 4ward 4 the day.
In fact, i have been looking 4ward so much 4 a foreign country trip, since my parents travel here n thr frequently......
Too bad tht, v were unable 2 gt zero fare flight ticket 4 d planned bali trip wit SiewLee n the gang of 10 ppl (Ooops, is 11 ppl, 4gt d last minute added ChinGuan).. Witing 4 d nxt round promotion of free admin fees / cheap flight rate :p

I was doin research on HK , when came across info of working-travel in cari forum.
Oh, i used2 thk of joining these kind of programme, till d idea was abondoned....
Nw, tht idea come in2 my mind again..... Oh, shud i go UK or NZ...
Hv a fren in NZ, he hv immigrated 2 NZ few months ago. Bt v onli hv few days of working 2gether, 1 sing-k, 1 dinner, 1 lagoon trip..

Bt the working-travel will takes me 4 at least 6 month away frm my home, n thr is onli myself thr. Cz nvr heard any frens hu wanted 2 b 流浪 in a foreign country so long, summore is Working+travel d ler.....

If i go NZ, perhaps, i can tk a visitor visa for 3 months, den apply for SSE which enable me 2 work in Agriculture n Horiculture sector, den b4 SSE ends, apply working Holiday visa of 6 months, n its xtension....
Bt afta my HK Trip, it is arnd August.. Ppl dun recommend 2 go NZ at this tm, if is working purpose, cz it's bit hard 2 gt job.
Oh, tht means, i may nid2 work , mayb gt a 6 month contract work, den onli i can go.... OoOoOoO .....
Anyway, NZ nt in my favour, honestly. D purpose of me goin arnd the places r 2 gt ideas 2 fulfill my dreams. NZ has nice scenery , thou .........

NVM, v will c hw thgs work out then, do sum research den onli conclude bah,
my dear Catherine.....

July-Sept : Daily Life

2009-11-21T14:14:00.031+08:00

Was moving out of Uni Hostel, staying in a shoplots nearby.

D rental is nt th xpensv, n i gt my own bathroom, i can cook, n thr is fridge 2 store my youghurt.. :)

Pic on right is me hving dinner in 7-wonders, Kajang on my 1st day moving in my new room.

Jcard Member day in Jusco, MidValley.
Dinner in Manhanttan Fish Market.

Yuen Stemboat wit coursemates.

D guy is my coursemate hu sleeps a lot, even in Yuen..

A gathering With XiaoChen, who was in holiday
We were in Itallianes, TheGardens.

A dinner wit JCI arranged by YB Wee. The top exco of PAP15 and PAP16.

It was in a restaurant in TheMines "August Flower"

May-Nov 桃花篇

2009-11-21T13:20:00.002+08:00

Thr r 2 of 桃花 experience in this period.

1st story, i thk most of my Darlingss noe..
He is a guy (of course he is), of 3 years younger (n tot i m even younger den him)... i noe thr is dis guy, cz he shud b my partner at 1st, bt it was changed ltr.
He is my "future competitors", graduate frm Country other den Msia..
He gt my ph no in a Karakoke... I was in a weird feeling when he talk dis n tht wit me, den finally b4 goin bek, he gt my no. ok....

V went out once 4 a dinner.. He wanted2 fetch me thr, of course i no no.. den he wan treat me 4 d dinner. n of course a no no again. Hey, i m earning more den u, n u r younger den me, ok... finally, i went myself, n wit a AA dinner...

It was H1N1 getting serious time, when he ask4 2nd outing.
I agree on d 2nd outing, due2 tht, i thk i shudnt hurt a young man's heart ... Perhaps, n who noes, mayb it is d 1st tm he bcum so brave .. i was too good, i thk...
V were deal on a particular date, bt i rejected him a few days b4 due2 tht he says he was in-touched wit ppl suspected2 b H1N1 patient.. n d outing was suspended.......
on d 2nd outing, he act ask me out4 dinner, or sth lik tht (which i dun rmbr nw) , bt i suggest2 change it 2 a movie afta sum fren's advise. n it was a wrong change. I gv him a hope (dis is wat an xperiences guy told)...... n no wonder he alwiz rmbr tht 2nd outing, n he even xpress regret tht he told me of in-touch wit a suspicious H1N1 patient.

on 1 day of my job of Magnolia, he came visit. I dun ans ph during my job (in fact, i dun lik answering phone, n especially during works, known, i m a workaholic).. n he came when i was in toilet. So in the end v din meet. Oh,v met.. i saw him sumwhr upstairs, n then he gone...
Since then, he tot i was scared of him(i assume), n v hv less contact....

He went away frm Msia nw. Small chances of cuming bek.. anyway, i din attend his farewell (i dunno bout it)...............

-the end of story-

2nd story happened in MidValley.. It is a short story anyway....
I Was in MV 2 gt my Magnum job payment, d day afta finishing Magnum Job.
i went to a Japanese restaurant, near2 Starbucks (i 4gt wat is d name of restaurant) to hv a late lunch.
n it was dis guy sitting on left side of opposite. Oh, is a uncle, cz part of his front hair has gone...

I noticed tht he look2 me directon few times during eating....
Afta he paid n gone, i did my paying n went out, onli2 notice tht he was still arnd thr.
He followed me dwn to G-floor, n nearby d escalator, he approached me 2 ask if v can b frens.
I was kinda terkejut..... erm, den he ask if i were alone thr. ( Sorry uncle, i dun gv "special" service)
Out of he is a stranger hu "follow" me, i told tht i was act on d way meeting a fren..
v "xchange" our name, n i cabut......

--- n d story end here.......

May-Nov 2009 : Working part

2009-11-21T12:37:00.031+08:00

In May-June, it was my Uni break. Of course, an important thg to do is work....

Many days were in U-Mobile Roadshow.

Sg.Wang - MidValley Exhibition Centre (Indian Shopping Festivals) - TimeSquare (Saidina Event)

On weekends, i sell houses.. Haha, 2 b more precisely, i was stationed in show unit 2 explain on the house features.

Our project is "Atmosphera Condo" in Puchong Jaya, developed by Villamas, n market by KimReality (which hire me). I was placed in ShowHouse A.

Thanks to my aunt who got me tht job, which i enjoy so much.. I bring along WoonMei 4 d job as well . D ppl thr are kind, n v have fun ~~ **Happy happy* ~~

1 of my working day in Atmosphera, I Met U-mobile Marketing manager (or wateva post he taking, i dun reli rmbr)... i was meeting him a week ago in U-Mobile roadshow in MidValley, den in Atmos. Haha.. He was 1 ofthe customer..

He was acting close 2 me (till gt 1 collegue thr tot is my bf.. Halo, he brought his gf la). Yucks, do v reli tht close, Mr ??

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I was 1 week late 4 my 3rd yr 1st sem opening, cz i went2 work, 2gether with dear PohYoke, v were d "Milk-girl" for Magnolia Hi-Cal-Low-Fat milk.

V even involved on the launching. GaryChao came, argh, he isnt handsome at allll...

I was being positioned as Media Ushers during the launching.

Oh, n a photographer, claim herself frm KarangKraf, took a few of my pic wit the milk. I gave her my email, bt till n i hvnt gt my pic yet. N i wonder do my face came out in karangkraf magazine. I dun read the Magazines published by KarangKraf, they are in BahasaMelayu, n neither i wan2 learn how2 wear Tudung in a fashion way.

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On A sat, i went for a crew job for MU vs MsiaTeam football match. I met a guy, a vry familiar guy, which was my "mortal" in a camp. Bt i guessed he can recognize me. My outlook was vry diff tht tm wit nw.. I was inviting a lot of fren 2 join4 dis job. Bt in the end, onli Edison n me goin. Aiyoyo...
D pay 4 dis job wasnt high, rm50 frm d noon till end of match (include standby) plus a lunch box.

The good part is that v can get 2 see d match on live n near (since v were standing n free2 go anywhere when d match was on). Bt act, i even dunno who is tht fellow, Owen. Haha, paiseh ler... Even paiseh, when i curi-curi ask Edison which is Owen, n he reply loudly "Huh, u dunno hu is Owen ah, neh tht 1" ... So shit la, especially all the ppl arnd me is MU Fans..

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And then i work in IPMEX(Printing Fair). Thx2 WoonMei hu intro dis job. A promoter job, with all the part timers are my frens . Nice :)

The photos were snapped by the Canon guy opposite us (which was taken when i din noticed).. I lik the photos, not bcz i m pretty in d photos, bt they are so natural....

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The end of August, i was involve in Eucerin Skin Care Roadshow in Watson Jusco Cheras Selatan, Honestly, dis job is bit boring. Standing whole day in Watson, n waiting 4 ppl 2 go arnd the skincare area, n approach2 promote 2 them..... Thr was act a redemption goin on, which u can tk a used n abobe rm30 Whtening products, 2 buy Eucerin NewLaunch whitengn product in a low price, n Eucerin free u 1 more (oso new launch whitening) products. It is worth it..... bt d stock gone out since 2 days b4 i started d job, so, even ppl wans, i cant do their business..
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In Sept, i work as a Magnum girl in 1 of the Magnum outlet in Kajang. Short working time, relax work, wit a wearing os Spaghetti n short skirt. Bt u hv2 bear wit a lot of uncles in Indian n d smokess. I met more indian den uncle in Kajang outlet... n xplain2 them on Magnum new game. No fun... Bt work less n fast money (salary on nxt day afta work) ..
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Oct, i gt a job which i vry appreciate. It is an usher job for SuperBrand Gala Dinner. Aiks, bt due2 d stupid goggle, n a not-open-minded uncle in Putrajaya TourismCentre, n me being "too clever" , i was rounding on a wrong area 4 almost 1 hr + jz 2 gt 2 d working place.
It was in JwMariotPutrajaya. I went 2 hr earlier, purposely.. den went2 Putrajaya, n tot i will b d 1st 2 reach, n round n round at d "big round" 2 find d place, which goggle said in sumwhr thr.... i even asked d TourismCentre uncle, which gv me a direction of Right (which ltr, i checked, shud b left.. n 1st tm he say right, 2nd tm left, den when i confirmed wit him, he say right.. alamak.... Hw cum these ppl will b placed in TourismCentre... ) lastly i call d agent up.

Ok, den halfway, i turn2 d wrong junction, Oh.... it was heading2 Putrajaya again, wit no U-turn. I made a illegal u turn eventually, n gt d right way 2 work. Bt i am late..............

I wonder will d agent gv me job again, thou she din reduce my pay tht day. Ishhhhh, GekSi.......

And then, never works again till now...........Look+ing 4 job.........

Itchy MissCathy

2009-05-07T18:11:00.003+08:00

i noe i shudnt post a blog now, for i hvnt finish study 4 my exam tmr..
Bt hand itchy, mind itchy.. .. ...

My laptop rosak liao.
Nw m using other's.

Mind lil itchy to keep thing on my holiday plan.

TMR finish exam. Nite Jogoya. ( wahaha, i love Sashimi.. Waoooo)
Sat morning job briefing, nite go attend wedding dinner..
Sun work.

Nxt Mon plan to act lik a pig.
Nxt Tues bek UKM. Class for Pengurusan Kualiti.
Nxt Wed go MidValley perhaps..

other.. still planning.. ............................................................................
Oh, n keep-fit plan.. heheheheheheeeeeeeeeeeeeee

心情扎篇（1）

2009-04-10T02:48:00.003+08:00

没什么事…就是乱乱一堆的心情丢下…

我决定不再理理事会咯，新春也只“看看”，“听听”，算咯…我把该说的都讲完咯……以后的路，是他们的。学长已无权过问。更无权插手！！（我也不想插手。你们以为学长都吃饱没事做噢？）其一为不想当“老不死”；其二为，做人难啊，偏向哪边都不对，干脆靠边站…

刚才才发现我心有些荡漾…糟糕… 真糟糕… 无奈，为人妻者，无法啊。不忠，方能行。这是搞活动常见的事啦。相处久了，就是这样的啦… 就是夜夜见到啊……就酱了咯… 都是他多嘴的那句话，该死的那句话。都是他身上的那件衣，该死的那件衣。男生穿上那依都会很smart …… 不懂啦，不懂啦~~

新春走的太远了？？！！？？！！

2009-04-05T01:59:00.004+08:00

活动上“退休”了，还得为学弟妹烦……
曾经担心学妹接手的新春会想要脱离母体，但（撇开14届的肥猪不谈）我届主席，他没有此意，更甭说把这思想带下去。我个人是不赞同脱离，反而处处在他们面前维护理事会。所以，这事儿，是白担心咯。

但，唉…唉……
不知哪个王八，竟认为新春走的太远了！
难道理事会不追求进步吗？？？！！！不然，难道是理事会中央不当新春为理事会的一份子，而只有傻傻的新春在乖乖于理事会之下？？不然，你告诉我，此话（新春走的太远了）什意思？？

听到此话，我是失望的… 那个我支持的理事会又一次的令我失望了… 上届的它不明主。今届的它不开明，把自己锁死于历史中…

为什么还要把于14届的恩怨带下来？？？！！！

理事会27届周年庆=国大新春晚宴？虾米？？

2009-04-04T12:00:00.006+08:00

理事会要新春为理事会搞27庆功宴。你说25，30，我且能接受。但你说27届！而且“它” 给新春的理由为新春一向以来都有为理事会搞周年庆，除了15届新春！歪曲的事实只能骗得了学妹，而，不是我…
你们说，5小组的高层皆有被中央面试及于常务会议通过，此事，我都忍你了。我觉得，既然这是传统，好，我让我学弟妹和你会面并于常务会议让大家通过。所以，当时你当我面说这，我静静。当时，你还指说“晓彤是小组的人，他也知道”，我也静静。

对我而言，事实是如此，便是如此。你用歪曲了的历史来“劝”我的人，此作为，我无法苟同。这样做，也让我觉得，你们是要定我学妹照做。

我不知学长对今届理事会中央说了些什么。但总觉得某学长，还在为14届新春与25届理事会的恩怨耿耿于怀。为何今届理事会还要促使历史重演？我不要，我不想…… 我的原则很简单：互相尊重。还有一届还一届，上届恩怨上届了…

但，希望理事会别太过分。如让学弟妹察觉这些事，和那歪曲的事实，恐怕他们不再听我劝告，到时，我已无力为理事会守住新春了。
于新春晚宴上的27届周年庆，我坦诚，我真的有点不满。尤其是拿歪曲的事实为理由，而无其他理由…卫免有点扯吧……

趁现在新春还有正确想法，希望理事会中央也有正确的想法。
亲爱的理事会中央们，请你们去确认下新春的“高层”指的是那几位。
亲爱的理事会中央们，理事会是让5小组和旗下2活动独立行事的。如你们是要控制，那你们去跑MO为大家凑钱吧！
亲爱的理事会中央们，要被尊重，就先请学会尊重…

大家，加油吧！我不想理事会和新春在未来有什么过不去的。我不想新春的高层还要为这些“有点政治”的事烦……大家都只为UKM 华人嘛。

ps：我坦诚的说了我的想法。原以为他很开明的，那知他原来很敏感。很小很小的问题，他会乱想。因为当是朋友，我才会对他坦诚。可我觉得，他不谅解我，认为说我误解了他。先生啊，我只是说我个人意见罢了，而且，又不是对你啦。是你有份参与的组织。如不对，那是我的直觉错了咯，或是我太敏感了。
我曾是小组副组长（理事会半个高层）+ 新春主席，我不会让新春乱来。但前提为，理事会也不对新春乱来…

A story of a blur blur gal

2009-02-12T00:14:00.002+08:00

I gonna told you a story of a blur blur girl.
But before u proceed to read on it, promise me not to laugh at her.. Even if u wan2 laugh at her, do it secretly bah.. hahaha
I named the girl as Cat bah..

One afternoon, Cat and her bf went sumwhere to eat.. Afta parking, she walked to the seats happily, swinging her hp pouch which she puts her money.. She walked, walked, walked, and then realize that coins were dropping out. So she took up the coins and put them back in2 her pouch.
Then, she ordered her food. She brought it to her table, and eat. Den her coursemate(brian) called her, bt she failed2 receive that call. She leaved it aside, waiting the coursemate to call again, wondering why he calling her. Then, she got a SMS. That sms asked her wheter she lost her IC.
Accidently, she deleted that message before she reply nor record that no..
Oh oH.................... CHAM!!!

So, she walked out. The uncle selling drinks gave her bek her driving licence. She continued2 walk out. She found that her thgs in d pouch all dropped (hp was in her pocket).. Her namecard, ppl's namecard etc.. but, her IC wasnt thr..
She worried.. She regret.. She was so helpless..........
Finally, she has the worst decision.. OK, if the guy never contacts her again, she would lodge a police report, and make a new IC..

Then she continues on her planning 4 that noon - to transfer her BankIslam money to MayBank.. She too plan2 change her Maybank Card to Maybank Debit Visa. She asked the receptionist wheter MyKad is needed for the card changing process, and the reply was "NO".. So, with bit of relieve, she filled in the form and sit down and wait, while thinking, " oh, changing type of cards nonid MyKad d o".. .. Then it comes her turn, but she was rejected by the bank officer, because of dont have the MyKad..

She went back her hostel moodily.. Reli reli reli no no no mood. She searches on software, trying2 get bek the previous sms tht she deleted. Bt she failed on trying the softwares. Bit sadly, she went2 her bed, and have a small nap..

When she wakes up, she saw her another coursemate (which is hsemate of brian) saying hello to her in msn. She greet him bek, and asked wheter brian thr ont..
Then she gt a happy news, her coursemate on msn said " ur IC wit brian ah".. Wahaha, she happy ler.. He told her that it was being found by a facmate of her, KhengHow hu taking Actuary.. KH passed it 2 Brian.................................................................

Oh, Cat is such a blur blur gal.. vry 粗心 ah............. hehehe

My Future Activities Life ~~U never noes what's gonna be next,

2009-02-11T10:11:00.004+08:00

A junior of PAP told me that he wishes to join CCC. I was wondering, what so good bout joining it ? He told me that he is interested to watch the politics inside. Yea junior, u noe, joining CCC is jz a politic-playing. But, my dear, joining of anything, any comittee or seketeriat , means u hv2 sacrificed sth. Ur friendship wit coursemates, or ur studies, or ur private time.. That is my experience..
Frankly, i am quite enjoying days nowadays of not belonging2 any society or seketeriat etc, juz lik back2 1st year sem 1, yet, i noe far in my heart still gt bit bit, a lil lil bit bit of thking bek2 activities life..
I dunno, i dunno, i dunno....... ...... ......

I never thought of joining any activities when i 1st came in2 ukm, n i even missed PestaTanglung ( partly bcx tht m is of 2nd intake).. But as wat Palapes said, it ends up 2 hear XiaoTong's name in PAP, CreativeLane, YinWeiYouAi, FIC , with all so call offering me a "not-too-low" post.. TKP/secretary in PAP, Assistant Leader in CL(according seniors, i shud b d leader, bt they scared i coudnt do well due2 PAP) , Secretary in YWYA (bt, sorry, XiaoTong dun lik2 do secretary job..), TKP in FIC..
If i never let go FIC, bt instead of letting go CL, will i be in GMUKM nw? Hrm.. hahaha..
Or if i still b in YWYA, will i b working part time 4 陈礼祥 nw ? (ah ha, bt i dun lik him.. He too "jia", "Jia Dao..........." Issshhhhhhhh..)
Ah... u never noes wat is gonna happen..
Words from BubbaGump " Mama always said Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get" .. Yea, true.. U never noe what you're gonna get.. Juz go ahead, confidently.. Go for what u think is the best to you..

But sometimes, i do thk that i am not that capable actually. I was thinking that, mayb juz tht ppl was get cheated by my outlook tht i am capable, bt i noe i still hv a lot more to be improved. Hahaha.. Tht's nothing bad to admit ur weaknesses sometimes~~~

WengWai sms me jz nw, to ask me out 2nite. He said he got sth 2 talk 2 me, regarding 中央改选.. May it be he wan PAP/CL to vote him n his ppl; May it b he want me to joinCCC. For voting part, i will jz vote for ppl i thk worth my vote, even mayb my vote will b 作废.. I admit, am stuborn, vry stuborn.. haha..

Anyway, I am easily be biased and be stuborn.. I nid time to digest ppl opinion, cz i found out tht i am easily being persuaded, if he gt his point.. tht's y sumtime i dun gv opinion or decision immediately.. i dun wan to be bias.. I was wrong once in PAP 15, for being bias. I never wan2 repeat that fault again. Too bad to the "victim"..
Being an internal TKP, i shud always keep myself neutral, neither on either sides, bt i shud alwiz think from the point of view of my exco. Tht's my job 2 take gud care of them and to solve internal problems. KW wont noe some of the problems, neither i want2 tell him, due2 his personality. I dun wish 2 c him dislike the exco more, frankly, they're right n he was wrong sumtimes. Anyway, things has passed, n prob was settled. So, tht wasnt prob anymore, rite.. HeHe..

I was expeting Internal Vice president of CCC to do the same thing. But i was bit of disappointed. He is the one that shud stands up, when internal got problem.. He can voice up and against the President and all the TopExco of CCC, for the sake and peace of internal.. Bt,sadly, i din c him doin so.. .. .........

Perhaps u might c me sitting down at the AudiSiswa seats on 22Feb nite, borringly sms my 战友 telling them tht dis is a dirty game, n tht “它，完蛋了”…
Perhaps u might c me on AudiSiswa's stage on 22Feb nite, saying my manifesto loudly; and later, proudly thanks ppl for voting me..

~~U never noes what's gonna be next.. ~~

Catherine's Working Experiences (Last updated, Jan09)

2009-01-30T02:42:00.001+08:00

• U-mobile Roadshow (Time Square Kiosk), Jan09
• Digi Promoter -Digi Show in Klang, Sept 2008
• VIP usher -INDEE Fair, Sept 2008
• Vista Vision Specialist Roadshow, August 2008
• Sony Ericsson Traffic Jam Party, July 2008
• ARCHIDEX Fair, KLCC , July 2008
• Extras -Bank Islam TVC, May 2008
• Sampling promoter -REAL Energy Bar in Jusco Breakfast Fair, May 2008
• Cosplay girl -MoXiang online game 1st Anniversary, Apr2008
• Model -ShutterAsia Model Shoot (Theme: Bridal), Jan2008
• Maxis postpaid promoter -MyTeam2 Event, Oct2007
• Roadshow Girl -Hotlink@ SinChew Carnival in Bahau(Negeri Sembilan), Bentong(Pahang) and Port Dickson(Negeri Sembilan), Jun-July 2007
• Roving Team Girl -Hotlink@ SinChew Carnival in Bahau(Negeri Sembilan), Bentong(Pahang) and Port Dickson(Negeri Sembilan), Jun-July 2007
• MapleSEA 2nd Anniversary Carnival@ Cineleisure, June 2007
• Extras for local and China Drama series, June 2007
• Hewlett-Packard(Hp)+Streamyx roadshow promoter, June 2007
• Hewlett-Packard(Hp) PC promoter, June 2007
• Roadshow Girl, for Hotlink/Maxis@ SinChew Charity Carnival with in Melaka, May 2007
• Roadshow Girl, for Maxis@ Astro Super 50 Concert in Johor Bahru, May 2007
• Roving Team Girl, for Hotlink in Johor Bahru, May 2007
• Extras for TVC, “Soy Joy”, May 2007
• Usherer, for Musical Drama in KLCC , May 2007
• Hewlett-Packard(Hp) Roadshow @ HSBC Smart Privileges Fair, May 2007
• CARs International Roadshow in Times Square, April 2007
• Promoter , for Sony Ericsson P990i PDA phone, April 2007
• Pikom PC Fair KL (LG), April 2007
• JobsDB Career Fair(M-Business Resourcing Sdn Bhd), March 2007
• MIFF(Malaysia International Furniture Fair) 07 , March 2007

• Part time waitress for Hilton KL, Jan 2007-April 2007
• Part time tuition teacher, May 2006-Oct 2006
• Sales assistant in King’s Confectionary Sdn Bhd, Dec2004-Dec 2005

男女间是否能有纯友谊的存在呢？

2009-01-27T12:13:00.013+08:00

上个拜五，在那个塞车回家的路程中，和学长偶然间的一封短讯，而造就了几天来的不少封的短讯。字眼中带暧昧，可谁都知，那多少都只是玩笑…
昨天晚上，我告诉学长，他不小心看到一些短讯了。学长突然的严肃起来，且又说不必回他的短讯了。老实说，有点失望的。难道，做朋友都不行麽？难道，朋友不能互通短讯吗？难道，有男朋友的女生就不能有男性朋友的吗？

男女间是否能有纯友谊的存在呢？

我个人认为，为何不能呢？而在我以前最最需要人听我的心事时，聆听着我的心心事的是Leon和 Alvin。
曾经有人说我和Leon很匹配，曾经有人说他喜欢我(没有这回事啦，虽然，他说我曾经被他列入榜）。我对他，就是没有感觉。从Kelvin, Leon就是从来不曾在榜首，纵然他的却是个很好的男生。真的很好…

而Alvin呢，当时，我和Alvin陷于同样的状况中。我们的“对象”都对他的“过去的”有些的不舍，而，我们同样都在“要与不要”的矛盾中徘徊。虽然，事到如今，他依然单身，而我j就“飞不了”了…虽然现在Alvin常对我说要公平竞争，而我也回他说“你尽管去吧”；然而，我们都知，那只是玩笑。那是有点爱玩的我和Alvin间的玩笑。从我认识他到现在，他还是这样…Alvin依然对“还不到手的她”有感觉…

还有某人，嗯，我不能说真的有和他分享很多私人心事。因为他并不是那种轻易把心事说出来的人。（而我在那个时候，吵架到还蛮严重，我却不让那里的人知…）可在某种程度上的“熟度”，在和他独处时，（我也不知为什么）他让我看了他的ex，还有他家人的相片。我们也坦然地讨论过自己的性格与理想…噢，是谁说男女不能一起睡的？我们睡在一起有不短的时间咯，嗯，有3-4个礼拜咯。非同床，但床连床…虽然有其他的女生，但睡他隔壁的是我。他，我，睡我另一个隔壁的女生（）- 我们3个晚上就来闹，白天就去奋斗…我因该让媚和他睡在一起的（虽然当初是他不要睡另各位置，而换来我旁边的位置的），或许闹闹与奋斗间，能擦出点火花呢？是可以的，是有可能的。我和他产生不出点“什么”来，是因为我已有所属，我执著而他对我也有所保留。偶尔我会去“搞”他，他就答我说我已有男友 -.-"
噢，PAP carnival的 backdrop是我们俩的杰作叻…

我相信，男女间是有纯友谊的，如果双方无杂念。
如果真的有什么的，就让它顺其自然好咯…属于你的缘分，就是你的，跑不了的…
还好不是霸道的男生，不让我跟其他男生做朋友…不然，他完蛋咯…要不我跟他大吵，不让他和他的女生朋友来往（哦，他都是和女生们较要好，又有女生缘）；要不，我就跟佬跑…

晓彤小小的情史

2009-01-25T00:57:00.007+08:00

今天，终于又做咯…久违了的“工作的感觉”…
因为某些原因，向学长拿了他的身份证号码… 840622-XX-XXXX…
840622，这号码在我放工搭车回家时，不知怎么我又想起了… 我在那里算，噢，学长大我3年哦… 又不知怎么的，也许因为Takeo的中午一封forward短讯，我想起了他… Takeo... （我以为我的号码已在他的手机消失了，原来并没…）
我想起了他，想起了当时他是25岁。现在呢？噢,27了哦… 原来啊，事情已过了1++年了…

跟学长提起我的“旧blog", 忍不住，自己又读了些…

读到当年写的一首古诗，是当时的感受…（May 3rd, 2007）
当时，是“东窗事发”不久后的某早上。他拨电话来，说，他依然赖在床上，要拥我入睡……

心痒痒…
闲来无事，悢悢王。
妾惶恐，俺怎没鸳鸯样？
何谓无成鸳鸯兮？因王心有属。
俺还断不了，不像话…

天旭快复，王真要拥妾吗？

做人要坦荡荡，
天塌下来又怎样。
只怕你努力游向我心中央…
苟无此举，我心何来荡漾兮…
心荡漾，心花放，心里小鹿乱乱撞…

杨贵妃天生丽质难自弃。
我照样。
难弃，性，本好玩。

解释：（终于，今天要公开解释此诗的含义了。皇上是好胜的Takeo…）
我心痒痒。贤妻闲来没事做，我就想想您，皇上。
我恐慌，我们怎么不像情侣？我们为何无法成为情侣呢？皆因皇上心里有着别人… 可我们怎么还断不了，真不像话…
天快亮了。皇上，您真的想抱着我吗？
做人要坦荡荡。天塌下来又怎样。我只怕您依然很努力的要夺我心。如果并非您努力要攻进我心，我哪来得心荡漾。啊，我心荡漾，心花放，我心里的小鹿因你而在乱乱撞…
杨贵妃天生就漂亮，丑不了。而我也是。我本性好玩。此“好玩"弃不了啊…

当年的我，也许你说我蠢。当时我放弃了一个不错的帅哥（开始时，我蛮喜欢他的。放弃，是因为终于爱上我的ex了），而接受了Takeo。而在我的爱情观里，只要他心里有我，没有什么是不能/错的… 很自私吧… 当年，是他不理我先的。然而，我当时也知道，我会输的。他的女友，在他的心里占了很重要的大部分。也因此，我发现事实后，我开始从他那里收回我的心。至今，我依然衷心祝福他们能常常久久，希望他不再乱来…

噢，我其实不是个好女孩。
性格上，我也不像女生呀…你什么时候见过能够那么开放的女生，且不够温柔，不够依人，不够体贴兼不够细心。偶尔，会有点不顾形象。不大会做家务。会烘培却不大会下厨（下厨机会少嘛）… 一点都不感性（却性感嘛…人家讲的）。可人家也讲哦，我的言语中偶尔带点撒娇，可我不大察觉的……哈哈…

My Uni life..

2009-01-22T12:54:00.003+08:00

Everything, starting from the chance of entering local uni is a coincident.. i dunno shud i take it as a lucky ....

To be honest, i nevr think of entering local Uni.. I give up on local uni since i was in upper 6, for i know that science subject isnt what i want.. But yet, still study bit bit la(reli bit bit if compare with the other.. half of the physisc stuffs i dun un d, hahaha. oh, i took physics for my form6). and erm, luckily, i got in2 uni for the subject i want, and to my desired uni with a 2nd batch of intake.

I never think of joining any activities in Uni, but to work part time.. I am a workaholic, i admit. I passed my days of half of the 1st year 1st sem in a enjoy mode... Den, there comes my admirer.. wahaha (seriously, my admirer)...

He is a senior of mine in the same pusat.. He then offer me to join Pesta Ang Pow UKM 14, as an exco under his bahagian.. Finally, i went interview, but i choose 4 another exco post, instead of that he hoped me to join, haha, cz that he hoped me to join can learn nt much (in my mindset).
Thanks 2 him.. He is a "Gui Ren" 2 me. Reli... Joining PAP has given me a lot of new chances 2 develop myself..
Because of joining PAP , i was "spotted" by seniors, to join Creative Lane of CCC as a penolong ketua.. I was suppposed 2 b d ketua, bt seniors worried that i might not handle thgs well as i took up a TE (TopExco) post in PAP15.

Creative Lane is a weak group, i can said.. Sth which make me "beh ki" is d attitude of the ketua.. Hw shud i said tht.. Dis doesnt means that he is no good.. Just that sumtimes he is too concentrate on hos schoolworks.. Last sem i was vry frustated bout this.. A lot problem occured, but he was more on his assgnments stuffs.. Den, even meeting, i went 4 him, thou tht tm i oso vry fussy bout my own studies and assignments stuffs. Creative Lane make me tired... But i know i coudnt ran away from that, i have the responsibility from the second i took up the post..

Back to the topic, den i continue to join PAP15 as internal TKP.. but due to sum changes in the TE board later(which some ppl has resign), i did do the part of External TKP (contacts seniors, act was because KP said, female is more persuasive o) sometimes, and Bendahari bit bit (bring pemasaran go MO)..
Days in PAP15 is happy for me, thou i dun deny that there are still some problems d..

Yesterday, Oops, dis morning went yumcha wit my partners last time. I was asked to join them..
Should i or shouldnt i.. D reason i shouldnt is my bad bad result, but i should for it seems that i suit for that..
That is not activities, but politic.. POLITIC, u noe.. .. ......................................

moody.. ..

2009-01-05T02:15:00.003+08:00

gt bit moody... .. ..
He shudnt behave lik tht...
u dun wan it, bt u wan ppl accepted it... Mana Betul la.. .. .. ..

n y DHD off my ph juz lik tht juz nw..
Hai... .. ..

moody ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Poor Cathy

2008-11-10T19:57:00.004+08:00

Exam.. ARGH.. Due 2 her very very etremely bad bad result in MidSem, she was struggling hard 4 her final, in dis semester..
HuHuHu..
She off her phone, Her dear DapPao 4 her each meal, She angry on herself 4 "ter"sleep 30 mon more den expected..

She have 5 papers in 6 days, wit 2 major ( d 2 Laozy-'i'est) on d 1st 2 days..
ARGHH..

She did nt well on 1st paper, n have etremely no mood 4 d nxt paper. Each n every formula cant goes in2 her head..
She was too sad.. Tears keep rolling.. Her tears juz kept rolling down, when her dear ask her how was her paper.. She said nothing, 4 tht she noes her tears will accompany her every words.. She choose 2 keep quite, She dun wan2 cry in a public place..
But, she did, at last.. n uncontrollable..
she skipped her dinner tht nite.. no appetite..

**But anyway, it was the best time 2 show how powerful is her dear 2 her.. She stopped afta his sayang..

She look far far more "CHAN" den b4.. Pimples burst out.. baggy dark eyes.. People were asking, "dear, how many days u have not have a sleep?" .. ... (*speechless**)

Dear Cathy, u beter study a bit bit everyday, 4 nxt sem..
Dear Cathy, u beter stop ur "xtra"-activities in nxt sem. (Erm, hopefully all ends b4 end of Feb).

Dear Dear Dear Cathy, thou u had transform in2 a Papillion, bt never 4gt ur original identity.. Where is d Little Worm ??!!
Little worm, b a BOOKWORM ba~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (sumtimes la)

He n She (1)

2008-10-29T19:37:00.008+08:00

He wrote :
STUDY !! Go Go Jia You Go..
PS: Dun let d gal beside u 2 distract u.. wahahaha...
Shhh... Dun Let her noe o..

She wrote:
STUDY !! STUDY HARD HARD!!
PS: Kacau d guy beside u GAO GAO.. hehehe..
AND love hin GAO GAO oso..

(and he add on some words later..)
He wrote :
Too late she noe ady..

>.<''' swt

To My Dear DHD..

2008-10-20T22:54:00.005+08:00

Special Dedicated 2 My HanSaMu, GenKi, ii (na) Otto,

AriGato GoZaiMaSu..
ANaTa KyoO Wa SungaiWang E KaiMaNoShiMaShiTa..
Muaks.. Muaks..
TanJoOBi Ni Purezento ANaTa Wa AGeMaShiTa ToTeMa SuTeKi DeSu Ne..
Purezento Wa ShiRoI ShatSu To HaNa (AKai Rose) To HiRuGoBaN DeSu.

Otto, GaNBaTTe DeSu.. AiShiTeRu.. Muaks Muaks..

PS: Sorry, i dunno hw 2 type Japanese, and hopefully not many Grammer Mistake in these post.. Wahaha..

Bad Bad days.. T.T

2008-10-20T22:25:00.004+08:00

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
People, recently i vry "sui" o.. huhu..

1stly, my hp rosak..
2ndly, my car got bit problem- It sound loudly suddenly after a drve in a heavy rain. Some smoke came out frm my car head too, afta a rain ( i was worried, if the car will burst). Oh, but luckily, the sound stopped the next day. And afta checking, erm, nt a big problem actually..
3rdly, d hp my coursemate, XiaoBai borrow me oso rosak le - i was so sorry 2 her when it happenend (sad that time too, thought i was reli vry sui sui o..huhu) , bt the ph got bit @@, coz it "recover" 1 day later, and "sick again" in the nite, and recover again.. ..
4thly, i kena saman by my hostel management.. They came in at a dunno-when-time, took away my hotplate, n a periuk buruk, n leave only a saman ( wit a nice name - "NOTIS").. Saman of RM20, 2 kesalahan (memasak di bilik n menggunakan periuk nasi), 10 bucks 4 each kesalahan.. SWT..

Haihhzz.
Anyway, 柳暗花明又一春啊… i won a hamper on my PR simulation nite.. .. *speechless*

Recent m oso "fan" o.. 4 exam (bad result in mid sem ma), accomodation in nov n dec holiday, car problem, ph problem, pap, creative lane etc, etc.. My mood isnt so good sumtimes, n erm, my period is late again.. alamak.. ..

Fan.. Fan.. Fan..

Ps: DHD, sorry, treating u bad sumtimes, sorry..

给大学生的忠告

2008-10-09T11:27:00.005+08:00

刚刚读了一个电邮，“给大学生的忠告”。很有意思，也讲的很对。就和大家分享下………

1.进入大学，你的所有过去对于他们来说是一张白纸，这是你最好的重新塑造自己形象的时候。

2.大学可能有真实的爱情，但只是可能。很多时候他们是因为别人都谈恋爱而羡慕或者别的原因而在一起。

3.你在大学有很多意外用钱的地方。为了你的家人和你自己的前途，永远别乱花钱。

4.你大学的朋友很可能就是你将来事业的一部分。他们会帮助你。但是你也应该让自己有能够帮助他们的实力，所以，你要努力。

5.很多事情当你再回忆时会发现其实没什么。所以，不管你当时多么生气愤怒或者别的，都告诉自己不必这样。

6.学习，永远不要忘记。如果你学习失败了，你就什么也不是，当然，也不排除意外，但问题是，你会是那个意外吗？

7.别说脏话，你应该知道习惯的力量。你随便的一个字或者几个字会让你在别人心中的形象大打折扣。

8.好好利用在公共场合说话的机会，展示或者锻炼。

9.别为你自己和别人下定论，这非常重要。你所看到听到的可能只是一面。

10.如果你发现很久了你一直是一个人去食堂吃饭或者去上自习，别在意，大学里一个人是正常的。

11.很多事情别人通知你了，要说谢谢，没有通知你，不要责怪，因为那些事情你其实应该自己弄清楚。

12.“我请你吃饭”之类的话永远不要乱说。

13.尊严是最重要的，但在大学里，要懂得利用这个空间锻炼自己，让自己的尊严有足够大的承受力。除了你自己，没人会为你保留它。社会是一个最喜欢打碎人的尊严的地方。

14.大学是亚社会，当你上了高年级后，要让自己有大人的形象，大一的孩子看到你，你要能让他们感觉到你是他们的学长，你很成熟。

15.你有足够的理由佩服每天早起的人，不信的话，你去做，做到后会发现有很多人在佩服你呢。

16.经常给家里打个电话。

17.你可以有喝醉的时候，但是你要明白和真正的朋友一醉才能让伤心事休，否则，你只会是别人的谈资和笑柄。

18.如果你三/四年内很少去图书馆的话，你就等于自己浪费了一大笔的财富。

19.不论男人还是女人，如果在大学里还把容貌当做重要的东西而过分重视的话，可能不会吃亏，但是早晚会吃亏。

20..新学期如果你接新生的话，当被问到学校怎么样之类的问题时，你要记住你不但是这个学校的一分子，你更要给学弟学妹带来信心，你走过大一，你应该知道那时候对学长的信任多深。

21.别迷恋网络游戏。千万别。永远别。

22.“我爱你”。别对很多人说这句话，在大学里，希望你只对一个人说，这是尊重你爱的人，更是尊重你自己的感情。

23.在大学里，你有足够的空间承受失败和打击，因此，你真的应该找找自信和自傲的区别，可以用一辈子的。

24.如果你的个性让很多人对你敬而远之，那么你的个性是失败的，个性的成功在于能吸引，而不是能排斥。

25.如果把上课不睡觉当做一种锻炼并且你做到了，那么，你将会很强。

26.学生会的主席之类的干部，如果你尊重他们，告诉你自己那是因为他们是你的学长而不是因为他们是你的上级。

27.别怕丢人，那是一种成功的尝试，不要笑话那些上台丢人的人。

28.从绝望中寻找希望，人生终将辉煌。

29.如果你不抽烟的话，你的精力将会比抽烟的时候好。

30.你的确要学会有心计，但是永远记住，要胜利的唯一的方法永远只是:实力。

31.面对不公平的东西，不要抱怨，你不如去努力奋斗，争取你自己最合适的公平。

32.人生百态，不要对新的看不惯的东西生气，无所谓的，比如说恋人同居问题，这和我们很多人无关。

33.记住:为自己设定一个远大的人生目标，并终生为之奋斗。

34..在大学里就开始训练自己的冷静力，这是一种能力，有大事时，能安静并能快速想出办法的人，很厉害。

35.大学的竞争范围是所有的大学生，所以，你知道是否敢放松学习。

36.大了，成熟了，稳重了，但是这和激情不矛盾，一种对工作和学习的冲击力及持久力会让你有特殊的魅力。

37.记住，即便你是学生会主席，如果你的四级没过，没有毕业证，仍然不会有单位想要你。单位需要的是工作的人而不是当官的人。

38.永远不要嘲笑你的教师单调，因为有一天现实会让你为这种愚蠢付出代价。

39.不要幻想自己能成为招聘会上的宠儿，很快你就会明白:百分之七十的初中生都可以上大学。

40.英语一定要学好。

41.你可以看不惯一些东西，但是你应该学会接受，如果你没法改变那一切的话。

42.对陌生人，或者把对方当做一张白纸，或者把对方当做你的朋友，总之别当做敌人，即使你听到再多的关于他(她)的不好的传闻。

43.爱你的人，不管你接不接受，你都应该感谢对方。

44.每个星期一定要抽时间出来锻炼身体的。好处多多。

45.如果有人嫉妒你，你可以把他从竞争者之列删除了。怀嫉妒之心者，难成大事。

46.别去争论，人不可能赢得争论，可以说，争论所提及的话题都是不值得去争论的。

47.成功的方法多种多样，别不接受你看不惯的方法。

48.男人，你长得可以不帅，但你这个人必须帅，而且，那才是真正的帅。(当然，女人也是同样的道理)所以，不必在穿着打扮上花太多心思。

49.别以为在学生会你能得到你曾经想要的。工作的热情很可能因为你所看到的所经历的一些事而改变。

50.文或武，你总要有一样。样样通样样松都是禁忌。样样通几样更通方是境界。

51.还能冲动，表明你还对生活有激情，总是冲动，表明你还不懂生活。

52.如果你不能拥有，那么告诉自己别忘记——如果你能承受那伤痛的话。

53.虽然班级的概念在大学并不明显，但是也别忘记，你的同学你的朋友。

54.准备考研，早点比晚点好。

55.别抱怨四级六级，那是证明你能力的很好的东西。

56.要有精英意识，考虑一下，大学的人了，迷恋武侠和言情，已经没有任何意义。

57.莫过于耿直，莫过于圆滑。外圆内方是一种视野，视野决定着境界。

58.大学的手机是否应该用只有自己有答案。

59.永远别渴望做个谁都不得罪的人，在反对和支持声中自己做出决定才精彩。

60.要有魄力，即使是失败，也不要让自己的人生平庸。

61.喜欢一个人，就勇敢地告诉他或者她。大学是学习的地方，但是我理解爱情的力量。

62.应该相信一句话:没有不可能的事情！只要去做。现在我们是学生，十年后呢？

63.不要总想是否能成功，既然选择，便当风雨兼程。

64.后悔，它是一种耗费精神的情绪，后悔是比损失更大的损失，比错误更大的错误。所以不要后悔。

65.我们确实活得艰难，要承受种种外部的压力，更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中，如果有人向你投以理解的目光，你会感到一种生命的暖意，或许仅有短暂的一瞥，便足以使我感奋不已。

66.每个人都有潜在的能量，只是很容易被习惯所掩盖，被时间所迷离，被惰性所消磨。

67..相信时间的力量，可以冲淡很多东西。

68.记住:目光要深远。你的目光看多远你就能走多远。

69.人生有很多次如果，但是，没有一次“但是”。

70.永远不要瞧不起大学里的贫困生。

71.在大学时代看看学校的招聘会吧，你会感觉到一种前途的危机。全是人，全是人，全是人…

72.越大，我们就会发现对与错越是那么不明显，这不是错，这是事实，而且无法改变。

73.记住结交每一个值得结交的朋友。

74.无聊的时候，别忘记朋友。朋友无聊的时候，别忘记你是他们的朋友。

75.如果你没有珍惜大学这三/四年，你一定会抱憾终生。

忙啊！讨厌吖！！

2008-10-05T00:55:00.002+08:00

再过约20小时，我想我因该回到ukm 了吧。
我不想回，不想回，不想回…！！！（可是，我却，想-想-想念那讨厌的大大坏蛋！@#$%^&*）
这几天，在家做猪做惯了…
回到ukm，没猪做了。原因不在于姓马的同学比较多，而是，我不能啊！！

再过约1个月，就到大考了。然后在假期里要做新春的筹备，然后开学的忙到天昏地乱@@…到2月，才得空… T.T
明年，创意坊卸任后，我想也该让自己歇歇了…

请记得，今天晓彤讲过，“来届的国民大学华裔学生理事会所谓的9大理事，别预我了”…
理事会的东西，如果可以，除了创意坊，我现在就想一概不理… 不理！不理！我说，如果可以…因为，不久前，我又无端端的就这样进了校园普选特工队。讨厌！！
理事会的东西，怎么来了一个，又一个……不停的… 小女因之前没心理准备，我怕怕了…

有时间，我还是做做我爱的part time, 陪陪我那讨厌的大大坏蛋吧^^

My Blog's New House

2008-10-04T19:50:00.000+08:00

Dear all,
My blog shifted into a new house lo..
philos-littleworm.blogspot.com

Do alwiz come in, n read2..
Happy Happy Alwiz ><

Best Regards,
-Philos, LittleWorm AKA Catherine-

p/s:
Philos means DEAR in ancient Greek..
Thus, "Philos, LittleWorm" means 亲爱的，晓彤（小虫）…

A wrong decision made (post frm older blogspot)

2006-12-07T10:58:00.001+08:00

To apply what I had learned in form 6 math.
Lets see wat is d probability of me writing a blog.

No of free days per weeks:
I’ll only post new blog if I m free.

Math is interesting. But not physics. But u may b asking, “den ？why u chose phy instead of bio？why? since u get B 4 phy bt A 4 bio in SPM.

Reason is simple. engineer is never my dream job. I didnt get my dad’s gen for this . he was an engineer, n it too seems tat he likes it. He would analyse the material of other houses constructing, and estimate size of the houses, d design as well (wif lots of comments, SWT..) But, my fond to history n math was frm him, at least 80% of them are.

I get great satisfactory if I solved some math questions,especially those bloddy hard type. This satisfaction applied to daily life too.. Maybe I m juz a bit out of d normal, like things which are ( challenging ), (n take phy, lolz). Perhaps like wat Ronald Dahl wrote in his poem “ the road less taken”, yeah, I chose a road wif less travelers walked by.

A big joke if I take lots of effort 4 my sciences in stpm, n get flying results 4 tat, n juz 4 d purpose of studying business.. My result for stpm might nt b very excellent, especially in physics. Despite my laziness, I did my best 4 tat . juz 4 not wasting d 1.5 years of form 6.

Days will b easier in future for I went through hard days for no reason… n I noe , someday in d future, u’ll see me as a successful person…

Philos'

KJCF interview experience

Permanent job hunting stories, July-November

Just a Dream

GuangZhou-hk-ShenZhen trip . intro

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